Mariella18

Cutting Ties

2011-04-01T21:48:00.004+08:00

You know what? I just realised something.

1) In all the pictures of classmates, I am RARELY in the shot.
2) I dont hangout with my classmates most of the times.
3) when we all go out, Im usually outcasted.
4) Im last in their list of "bromance"
5) and the list goes on actually. But in summary Im the outcasted one amongst my friends.

I stopped calling close friends "bro/s" or "brother/s" because to me it does not work. Even if in th past or future, I do address the people as "bro/s" its just a joke. It was never real. Back when I was in my secondary school, I may call people that reason being I was still half-foreign to them.

Now that most of us are grown ups, almost everything is shown. I cannot believe it myself. I am not saying that Im such a goody goody good person nor a saint. Only what has been displayed is just pathetic. And NO, this is whole post that I am posting is not grudge nor what ever stupid things people can think of me; oaishfiualgfiaowehgq0t8y21fog012hgnvkladngv apfhalifafbn~~~~!!!!!!! ARGH!

CUTTING TIES WITH YOU ALL. HARAP KORANG HAPPY KAY? :-)

I reached my limit

2011-02-25T15:18:00.003+08:00

I never thought I would turn to this place again to let out my feelings.
Ive been through a rough week lately. EXAMS. Not to mention the most highlighted subject of all: FRIENDS.

It happened too fast for me to even catch my breath. My bestfriend getting in love with my best-girl-friend. They were to breakup and I didnt saw it coming. Now H is super mad over it. And Im being suspected and accused for this incident. Best part he brought out the past which has nothing to do with me at all. I swear. I was not wrong. Okay, maybe by a milestone I am. But still I didnt do much damage to the extent that I am hindering H from loving S. I treat S a sister. And it has been like 3 years straight already. He should understand. Plus I even told him whatever thoughts S had about him. NOT ALL. But all the surface details. And H can only look at the bad stuff about me. Its normal human reaction. I agree. But I thought we were brothers? Back then though. Now Im on my own. All the other people are listening to him cause he needs aid and stress-relieve for his current state. I dont blame him. But using the history as a bullet to me? Thats not nice. NOT COOL AT ALL. I still respect you H. But if this is where you wanna lead the problem to, I shall leave. After all, friends come and go.

Im only left with my sister; Dale and Shira maybe. I dont know. Im still blurred by all the damage that I have taken. Im trying to be strong here. but its hard. No matter how strong a bullet proof glass is, bullets can still pass through it.
I hope I can get through this well. And friends? gee, i guess I need to find new ones who trust me for real and sees BOTH flaws and good of me.

a wish

2010-08-10T11:45:00.002+08:00

If given a wish, Id like to have all Espada's powers - Cero, Cero Oscuras, Grande Cero, Sonido, Garangata, Strongest Hierro, Segunda Etapa Release - and Kidou.

WHY? Cause I feel like blasting Ceros and Kidous right now.

NDP 2010

2010-08-10T11:37:00.002+08:00

How was it? fucked up. The only good part was I get to meet all my friends and my beloved sister.

THE REST WAS " no comments ".

You. Na.

2010-08-05T22:29:00.006+08:00

You even do this same expression sometimes. Like the one when you are in a box? :)

Class Outing

2010-08-05T21:25:00.003+08:00

Class outing yesterday was fun. I doubt that it was going to be a non-class-get-together outing. But it was successful. Thanks all! Love ya guys ;)

But the bad part is that I went home late. Left the place at 11pm.
Missed the bus at 1115.
Waited for the next bus in hopes of catching the last train.
Took the second last bus at 1130.
Reach the MRT station at 1140.
Train left 5 minutes ago.
Fucked up.
No mood.
No comments.
Pissed off.
Waited for a taxi for 1 minute.
Hailed it and ride it.
Reached my block at 12am.

A special thank you to the taxi driver yesterday. The Uncle was NOT A TYPICAL fucked-up-leech-money taxi driver. He UNDERSTANDS that we were in a rush. He rode fast and in 15mins we are home. Thank you.

SHOES

2010-08-05T21:23:00.003+08:00

I WANT THIS SHOES BADLY! :(

Hey Monday

2010-08-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

Hey monday got a new song!

I DONT WANNA DANCE

Its a new concept. I think. Coz its way different from their usual song-type-rythm. You guys should hear it ;) Congrats Hey Monday.

High end people

2010-07-31T20:59:00.002+08:00

SPRC. A group of climbers from Singapore Polytechnic. They are all good climbers. As in REALLY good. They can teach you how to climb and they are cool people to hang out with.

What happened to me was that I could not come to climb because I was busy with projects and I need to spend more time with my classmates. So, now, the members or rather PEOPLE of SPRC are giving me that outcast look or rather they already OUTCASTED me from their group. Nevertheless, I DONT FUCKING CARE. As long I can climb, I will participate in competitions if I could and carry on climbing as a sport. As long there are SOME people who do not look down on their juniors I will still respect them.

facebook addings

2010-07-25T17:39:00.002+08:00

People from other countries are adding me anyhow. On Facebook that is. I mean what the hell are they thinking? wait. What THE HELL DO THEY THINK THEY ARE DOING? Adding people to increase friends? Well, for foreigners, I have the tendency to ignore your request. Why? Well, simply, you are a complete alien to me. I may know your country name and some history of it but I dont FREAKING KNOW WHAT KIND OF SOCIETY you guys are.

Lemme give you readers an example. There was this "mat" from Malaysia. I wont expose the name. But he tried to add me. I take a look at his profile. He dresses like a Mat Rep. He posses like a Mat Rep. The way he type on statuses and comments are like Mat Rep. And I bet his attitude IS MAT REP. So I did not add you. HAH. I will never associate myself to Mat Reps and sad to say, Malaysians' society. Why? Okay. Let me split it into two parts.

Mat Rep:

A disgrace to Singapore society and youth.
A disgrace to fashion wear.
They mis-use fashion wear and brings down all the reputation of the fashion wear that they wear.
You all can be considered as the childish versions of real gangsters.
Juvenile.
No brainers.

Malaysians (does not apply to all. Only the youth):

Why do you guys do stuff that you think is cool whereas the stuff that you think is cool is actually a fucking disgrace uncool stuff to others?
Corrupted Government
Drop reputation of my race. sad to say.
I just hate you all.

If I am an Espada, Ill use both Cero Oscuras and Grande Cero to blast you fucking Mat Reps off the face of Gaia.

tasks not done

2010-07-18T20:15:00.001+08:00

Im in deep shit. I have 4 projects to be done. 3 of which is to be completed by tomorrow's week. Plus, I have not done my homeworks and tutorials! Fuck. And school is ending soon in two weeks time for YOG break.

WORLD CUP 2010

2010-07-12T05:25:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHA~ SPAIN WON~!

WOOTS! Take that you fucking

sore loser fans of Holland!

Waka waka Spain Spain~!

CLIMBING SHOES

2010-07-11T12:25:00.003+08:00

I got myself a pair of.......ROCK CLIMBING SHOES! :D I am so psyched now. Hahaha. Thanks to mom. My intention was to just go there to BUY CLIMBING CHALK. End up,

mom and dad: where are the climbing shoes?
me: *points* There!
mom and dad: Which one do you want?
me: woah~ SERIOUSLY?! :D

And we browsed around all the shoes. Okay not all. But i made the salesperson took out around 7 pairs of RC shoes. heh. Paiseh uh bro. First time. So after like one hour of picking and trying, we bought a Rock Pillars Top Gun Lace Up. So yeah. Tomorrow Im gonna test run these shoes ;) And I finally have my own chalk :D happy lah siols :)

kpop in singapore

2010-07-07T21:29:00.004+08:00

BEAST / B2ST ON Channel 5 ON AIR!

FUCKING HELL! IT WAS AWESOMEEEE~~!

*screams*

BEAST / B2ST FTW! \m/

WC

2010-07-04T01:06:00.003+08:00

World cup is finally getting interesting to watch. But thats not the point here.

Well, I have been back to smoking. I dont know why. I wanna stop. I can feel my heart beat hard. As in every beat is hard and you can almost see the beat impacts on my ribs and my skin. I dont know why I cant just say no. I need to be strong. I got no one else to blame but myself. Gosh~ What have I just put myself into?

I got a new game installed onto my lappy, Split Second. Addictive Driving Frigging Awesome High Graphic Game.

This is interesting news. I have group in my class. A project group to be precise. And there is this 19 year old guy. See - we are close, yes, you can say that - he is older than me and yeah he has a year experience more than me. But when there is group meetings or disscussion, he is demanding. Not saying that is bad, coz I cant. Men have big EGO problems. But when there is a disagreement between just him alone and the rest of us, he will be like one fucked pussy. And NO I dont hate you nor your attitude. I just hate your this part of your attitude. See, you all choose me as the group leader for this module. And yes, I have leadership background. I dont mind being the leader. If I was incaple of leading, can you please atleast hint me? You ALWAYS tell me of how to do my job. Im not a retard to not know what my job is. I will admit, i make decisions slow. But if this is hindering the group's success, I will stop leading you guys. Coz in other words, you are saying that Im a fucked up leader. Thats a better way than all of your sacarsm. This isnt Secondary school project. If you all see that I cant lead, I can jolly well step off that position. Ill be happy to do so.

I got nothing else. I got no more mood.

MST

2010-06-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

well, I got my first MST result for the day. I got 94 for my Principle of Electrical Electronics Engineering. Heh. Power kan? Yeah~ BAIK~! I loike. Keep em coming. If GPA 3.5 Im already satisfied :)

2010-06-25T19:49:00.000+08:00

I want my spectacle change! D:

Beautiful-ness

2010-06-25T17:42:00.002+08:00

WOOTS~! OMG OMG! SHE IS JUST SO~~ B-E-A-U-TIFUL! :D ohmy~

But she is my friend tho. Id rather stay as that. But she is so Beautiful! So why the sudden post? Well, I was playing my Playstation Portable on my laptop. Then I took a break from it. I decided to look at my msn to see who is online. AND....I saw her! Her! I wont say the name~ :P hahhaa~ Have fun fuguring out. But I didnt want to start to chat with her. Coz I just wanna look at her beautiful-ness. Yes. Her BEAUTIFUL-NESS. Oh my~ :D She look like some korean person tho. WOOTS! Uhh..Ill give you some hints tho. She is 16? I got no idea. But uh shld be around there. Hehh.

Okay thats all.

Sayonara~

AND NO. Its no the girls in this photo -.-

finally

2010-06-24T21:25:00.004+08:00

Finally Im done with my IDEAS presentation draft work. Only left to let my group see and think how the idea is. Okay, now that is done, Im frigging lazy to do my Digital Electronics Lab test. I dont understand a single piece of info and question; and what the hell do they want of me? How the fcuk am I suppose to answer it sia? Im left with a few hours of tomorrow and saturday to complete this DE lab test and my Newspaper article. DAMN~

Pressuring much yah? Okay, I still dont know if Im gonna overnight at Marina Barrage tomorrow. hmm...Ill get more info on what to do on that overnight. Sunday is gonna be nuts! Coz I HAVE TO overnight and clear BIG BIG stuff. But for a good cause and of course, my favourite CCA and hobby, ROCK CLIMBING! :D

Saturday and Sunday is gonna be dooped! And Im gonna see Isa Jardin before the event. I want to. Coz I owe her. BIG TIME. Okay. uhhhh.... I hope you guys can come down to Marina Barrage to support the event and psyched over Rock Climbing too. hahaha. For guys, some of the girls climbers are pretty ;) and For girls, there are guys who has body like Taylor Lautner. So Do come yah?

Sayonara~

Nice right? Google it. Citroen GT.

i dunno what to put it as -.-

2010-06-19T00:03:00.005+08:00

Currently my iTunes and iTouch most played song is Naive by The Kooks and Dream by ONE OK ROCK. I super like these songs. But I shall elaborate abit on ON OK ROCK.

Well, recently this year, ONE OK ROCK has carried on its journey without their member Alex. He was arrested recently for grabbing a lady's ass on the train. What in the world was he thinking?! He is already famous and girls in jap already want him. He can even fuck them -.- Ass lah. Nice going Alex. Well the group decided to carry on without him but I dont know whether Alex will get to join back. As for the new song, its superb. Full of energy, as expected from them ;D

For the Kooks...well...I have their lead singer, Luke Pitchard, hair. LOL. but seriously. haha. Okay thats all.

And below is a pic of me webcam with Atep. Nothing better to do. So I printscreened one. heh.

BDB \m/

license

2010-06-17T12:53:00.004+08:00

My friends are getting license soon. When am I gonna get?

Ma, Pa, Please let me get a bike license? I promise I wont join groups :) And and dad, I want a Yamaha R6 can? :D

love

2010-06-15T14:11:00.005+08:00

The day that I started to sing Brick By Boring Brick by

Paramore is the day that I found someone who lit up my

life.

OUT OF BOREDOM

2010-06-12T23:35:00.005+08:00

hey bloggys! Im doing this out of boredom. And I guess part of it to keep my blog alive.

Anyways, I couldnt think of any topic to type. But I have one in mind.

My girlfriend
What kind of girlfriend do I wish to have? Well I would LOVE my girlfriend to be....

LOVE-able

Bubbly

High spirited

Adorable

Fashionable

Crazy spirited

Sweet

Cool

Has fair skin
straight hair
Humourous
Knows how to dance
Not over control of me (if this happens, takecare siols)
Committed to our relationship (please understand the meaning of this well :))
UNDERSTANDING
Cheerful
NOT EMO AT WRONG TIME WRONG MOMENT AND WRONG PLACE

Christina Grimmie = Love

exams

2010-06-06T12:28:00.002+08:00

Well hello there Readers, Im back to update stuff. Anyways, exams will commence in one days time and I have yet to study 3 modules. Bombastic uh. Im frigging dead.

On friday, as I was reaching the train station, I saw my sayang from far. I was super happy! I missed her A LOT. So, I called her and she turned and we hugged each other :D Aww~ sweet. Then I had to go off first to school. So we said goodbyes and off i go.
When I was coming back from home, I saw my sayang AGAIN! hahaha. How lucky am I or rather the both of us. thanks God! You made my friday happy. haha.

Well, thats the only update I can come out with. Past few days nothing much happening. So yeah, takecare people.

Sayonara~

updates again for the past 3 mths

2010-05-29T14:57:00.004+08:00

hello wello Bloggys! yeah. Blame me all you want. I know i never been updating. pfft.

Anyways~ These are what happened to me since the last post.

lets start with today.

I woke up at 10am. I thought I was late because I was going to meet up with Arafah Shahirah to hand her my super-nine-days-late-belated birthday present. So I wash-up, breakfast and took my lappy along before I went to meet up Arafah. by then it was 1050. I was early. So I boot-up my Aspire and recheck the rap or rather poem that I prepared for her. Once it was 11, I texted Arafah.

She came down, with the sweet smile on her face. She was in a hurry tho, but i dont want just a Hi-Bye meet. So I asked her to take a seat beside me and I recited the rap that I prepared for her. Then I handed her the gift that I prepared and asked her to open it infront of me. And to tell me what she thinks about it. She took it, opened it and held it out. She was shocked, as I planned! haha. But I was happy and satisfied that she loved it and took it. After that she got to go. So we both stood up and she said "goodbye". It was an akward ending. I wanted to give her a hug because I really missed her. But I got no guts to do so... I watched her as she entered the lift and the doors closed.

Theme song: Haru Haru by BIGBANG

So what about the other days?
- I went to SPRC's camp; a 2D1N camp. It was super AWESOME!
- I failed my maths test1 module which takes 15% of my whole GPA. And I was the lsat in class. Way~ to go.
- I failed my ALICE test too. 15% gone. Just like that.
- I got addicted to climbing nowadays. I finally got blisters on my hands.
- My group is done with our ONOW module Commitee Service project.
- My body is growing. My forearms are finally like stones. I loike~
- I cut my hair 1 month ago. but it supergrew. So its no diff to the last time before I cut it.
- I got a new bag which can carry all my inventories to school
- I started to Tweet
- Facebook is boring yet addictive

thats all I can remember for now :D So yeah. Final shout outs:
-I less than three Arafah Shahirah
-I wanna meet up with my kaki gereks: Shaifful Ahmad Hizuan Latep Yaqub Shikin Manan Husna Syakir Muhsin and all the rest of my class [4/5]

SAYONARAA~

A day of a date with Kakak :D

2010-05-05T21:52:00.004+08:00

Hello hello people~! :D

Well to begin with, I shall start with updates.

I have signed up for Rock Climbing as CCA and Sports Club as......Club? Well, just bare in mind I joined this two groups in my Poly.

Next up is, I am allergic to something. For the last 17 years of my life, this is the first time that I am allergic to something. I dont know why. Out the blue. Its quite threatening I must say. I mean I have to be VERY CAREFUL in my food intake and places that I go - the environment. For the past one week, I got an Infection called "Hives". Its a sickness caused by allegicness to something and it triggers itch all across your body. Even to parts that you never think it will happen. But Im all good now. Alhamdulilah :D I took a shot from the doc. So yeah, thats about it.

TODAY :D I had a hell of a great time :D I FINALLY GOT TO MEET MY MOST BELOVED SISTER AND HANG OUT WITH MY MOST BELOVED SISTER~! WOOOTS~! :D ^^ :)))
It was super fun! We met at JPGV to catch the movie Ip Man 2. Initially I wanted to watch Ironman 2. But after hearing the reviews on that show, I kind of changed my thoughts. I mean I dont want to just remember the fights and suits after the movie. I mean cmon, I paid a good 7.50 bucks to catch that movie.
Anyways, so we watched the 450 slot. It was aweseome lah. The movie was superb right from the start till the end. And this is what I mean by I paid good money for good show :D
Watching the movie with kakak reminds me of the time in school that we stayed back till late just to watch movies :D Good ol' times I must say :D So~, after the movie, we went to have dinner at Macs. A LOT, infact OVERLOADS of laughters and jokes + memories + some explicit contents = Adik Beradik Yang Paling Bagus :D (Y)
We laughed and laughed till our Double Quarter Pounder is unfinished. Hahaha. Kenyang dengan "HAHAHHAHAHAHA~" LOL. SHALL DO THIS AGAIN KAKAK. Nexxt time its on yours ;))))
And come to think of it, we never took pictures as siblings before eh Kakak? Dont you think so?
So saddening. Nevertheless, We ARE SIBLINGS ;D

So thats all for updates and this post ;)
Before I end just a few words to say:

- Ip Man 2 is super awesome!
- I LOVE MY BELOVED BLOOD SISTER :D

CCA

2010-04-28T16:43:00.001+08:00

ROCK CLIMBING OR DANCE FOR CCA?????????????????

New hobby

2010-04-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hello hello dear bloggys!

Well...Today school was great! Im starting to understand my classmates already :D For an instance Gabriel. He is the same as Dilip, a junior of mine - rich and "feels like he is at the top of the world", but I guess Gabe is way~ better than Dilip. He at least can come to his senses. I guess even though we teased him a lot, we still love him ;D
Anyways, I swear one of my school days, I am going to explore the campus with my class peeps. I havent crashed the Library yet. And I dont even know how it looks like :/

Other than that, my evening and afternoon was super boring lah~ PFFT. But only till Lily went online my boring changed to "happening". haha. I even rapped a rap for her. I shall put it up at the bottom of this post.

There are no highlights I guess for today. Boring~ So yeah. A short post with a pre-made rap for Lily at the bottom :D

Sayonara~

WAZZZZZZUUPPPP LILY~!
haha. i cant think of anything else to do while waiting for the download to be complete.
so i decided to rap something out nice for you since you sang for me and you are cute :D
try to read the stanzas like a if its an eminem song. just a guideline for you, you the rythm never falls halfway thru ;)

Hello there! yes you. the sweet girl with the sweet smile and those beautiful eyes
i have to confess that girls with braces are really cute and from me to you that wasnt a lie
seeing you smile can make one person's blues and flukes go away
just like in a cloudy day when all of a sudden there is a sun's ray
it lightens up my day from being sway and i bet every elses day too, hey

what else should i say, i really wonder...lei
hmm. how bout, when is this download gonna end coz i really cant wait till the end to see you sing live in action
i must say im quite bored at this point of time. im like a wanderous kid with no sense of direction
well, i do have a question to ask of you lily :D What time are you going off to bed?
a regular question yes, but i just dont want this conversation to end, so ill ask you that :D

Life in polytechnic

2010-04-21T19:52:00.003+08:00

Well, hello hello dear Bloggys! :D Yes, its been quite a while since a new post has been out. Well, I got quite a busy schedule on my Course. So I wont get to publish posts and updates that frequent. AND YES, part of it is due to my laziness to upload a new post. Sorry~ LOL.

School has been really great! Although the start of it was a bit of a "who-the-fuck-are-you, errr-hello, Im-actually-acting-cool-yknow, you-look-at-me-I-look-at-you" situations. But slowly each one of us are showing our TRUE colors. Which I cant wait till they spill out every color of them! HAHAHAHA~

My course schedule is kind of weird. 4 days school. And every Wednesday is my so called "off" day. SUPER WEIRD. And there is a Soccer League for School of EEE. I still dont know if I can play. *sigh

Tomorrow is SP GO GREEN MOVEMENT DAY. GG lah~ I need to come to school by 9am. Shit seh. Nvm. And tomorrow I and my BFFGF Lovelle (what a sweet name! :D) shall go around for an SP tour together. We shall try to explore every single spot of the campus. heh.

Ouh yeah! I finally talked to my "sayang"! After one month I think? haha. And she is stressed because I was not there by her side......yeah right. HAHAHAHA~ But I do missed her lots. We shall go out soon, kay sayang? haha. I guess its just me, you, us, him, her, them, they, dey, dei and not the world. HAHAHAHAHA~ I just love talking crap :D

Okay so thats all to it. Im goign out for a movie night now. So anything just call me or text me ;)
Sayonara~

Run baby run~
Dont ever look back
They'll tear us apart, if
you give them a chance~
So, blah blah blah
blah~ blah
blah blah blah blah
Run baby run
something something
just you and me~

2010-04-14T22:58:00.003+08:00

I want this cat and this hair :D

hello bloggys! So so sorry for not updating. Im currently busy with school. And I almost forgot I got a Blog. Seriously.

Anyways, recently, I went for a Freshmen Orientation Camp at my Institute, Singapore Poly. A 4D4N stay and it was SUPERBLY-TOO-AWESOME-FUN-EXCITING-THRILLING-FANTASTIC Camp! I LOVED THE CAMP! The people there are also TOO- SUPERBLY-TOO-AWESOME-COOL-STYLISH-MAGNIFICENT people I have ever met :D I shall not make a Composition of the camp experience here. Im lazy. Like as if you all WILL do this......................................Right.

So next up is my first day in my school and class. I shall truthfully say, my class is like anti-social. Not the kaki-gereks. Maybe they havent unleased their full potential yet? :/ But the first 2 days was like they were giving the "what-the-fuck-are-you-looking-at?!" face. But I guess, soon we all will be a hell of an awesome class right people?................Right?.............yeah, right.

Okay next up, is Shaifful's 18th birthday super surprise! :D It was an awesome yet slimy yet powdery yet fun-filled suprise birthday surprise :D Was I being repetative? :/ ANYways~, the night was superb. Once again Happy 18th birthday Shaifful! And stay cool bro. Pictures and videos of the suprise is at FB. go check it out.

Today, basically nothing special happen. Time for highlights! :

Tomorrow there will be a freshmen party; special guests: DJ KoFlow and some other special people i cant remember.
Tomorrow flag-day siol. Leceh but for a good cause :/
Finally finished my PrepMaths with a score of 24/30
I feel that a touch screen phone sucks. Incase of emergency, it cant be used swiftly.
Im gonna get myself a SAMSUNG Corby pro
BLEACH is finally starting its ESPADA episodes! [At long last :D]
This saturday gonna have a post-camp event by SPSC

Sayoonara~

separation

2010-04-04T22:43:00.004+08:00

hello bloggys! Im Orange :D

well well well, what happened on the overnight? How was it?

I shall be honest and straight forward. It was the worst. Yes. Criticize me, hate me all you want. But its the truth. From me that is. Not Because of what happened on Staurday morning between 3-4am. Seriously. Its from the start after the clock strikes 12am. We were like as if "lepak" at cosy corner, only difference is that we all were in shorts and tees and out in the open near the sea and nature. We all were in groups and couples. All going in their own direction. Where did the fun go? Where is the unity? I even asked myself that. Let me just summarise the whole event in a blog way. Before I begin. The parts where I say "# of them were missing from camp" is because I dont know where the all go. The others may know, but I didnt.

4am suppose to meet. But as usual sume lambat. LOL!
Pitched tent. Then lepak.
Ahmad Muhsin Husna joined in.
Played a simple monkey game.
Bought dinner.
Sat together and talked about subjects.
Camwhored on stunts and some breakin' moves.
Syazwan joined in.
Suddenly 2 were gone from campsite.
I played skateboard with Yan.
4 of us sprinted together. I lost.\ T_T
Took 2 2-seater bikes.
Rode off to Macs and found the rest.
I rode back alone to campsite.
2 more went there.
Yan went to shit.
I was alone at campsite.
Leaves fall down and scared the crap out of me.
Yan came back.
Played songs from my iTouch.
Yan and I both did something I cant remember.
2 came back.
Something happened. And I regard it as classified as I dont like leaking private classified stuff.
Played Taiti. Loser did pushups according to numbers of cards in hands mulitplied by 3. I was happy for that. I even did 30 pushups. You should know how much cards I had.
Breakfast.
Went to breakwater to witness sunrise.
Dipped ourselves into the waters.
Joked on stuff we shouldnt have.
Went back up.
Rinse ourselves at the toilet.
Rested at the bench.
Girls looked at guys jogging. Guys look at things bouncing on the girls. LOL.
Shaifful Hizuan Faerah joined us.
Ahmad had to leave.
I played skateboard again.
Suddenly 4 were missing from campsite.
Rain came down at the waters resulting strong winds to the shore.
Campsite brake-down. LITERALLY.
Tried to hold it. Adjusted it.
We tooked off the rain-coat of the tent and pplayed with it against the strong winds. Kind of a parachute.
Did stupid stuff with our parachute.
Had enough fun with it and finally put it down.
Dipped in the wave-y waters.
Went out.
The rest camed.
Took my bag and washed up.
Went home with 3 others.
the end.
and it was 3pm or 4pm that i left.

So thats that. That summarised what happened.

Presently....

I just got back home from Johor Bahru with family. Went to shopped over ther for my sport-shoe and new wallet :D I was happy with my purchase :D
We all then went to Secret Recipe to have our dinner. NICE~! Must try their freaking-too-good-to-be-true-awesome-mouth-watering Mac N Cheese with Prawns and Mushrooms. OMG~!

So here I am now. Blogging. Well I got to go. Time to sleep. Before that, hwere are the highlights of the future from today:

I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT FOR SP SPORTS CAMP
I need to find an animal printed tee. if you guys know do please tell me! I need to get it before wednesday, 7th april.
I dont know if I can make it on the next next week Tuesday.
School is starting. I cant barely wait.
I need to freaking workout.
Will not be going out with Kakak on the 5th.
I miss you, Hayley!
And finally, I love Annoying Orange :D

Sayonara~

conflicts~

2010-03-31T23:04:00.003+08:00

Again. A conflict started again. Gosh, I feel like as if Im in a Feudal Era War. The last conflict was 3 years ago. Then after 3 years, it starts again. And again weapoms of choas is raised and blodshed again. haha~ Ill give you a hint: ZAFT / EAF
Can I be the underdog team? Who has all the cool shit weapons and armory. It would be nice :D
Im Athrun. Whos gonna be Kira? haha~
Story line is simple. Earth goes to war mode. We intervene. Find the cause of the war. Upgrade to a more cooler shitter weapons and armory. And put an end to everything. Everone became good boys and girls. Created treaty. End of Conflict.

Get the Irony?

Well, today's highlights for the future:

- Tomorrow going to SP for camp briefing
- Friday having an overnight with peeps :D
- 5th of April, still pending. Going out with Kakak.
- SP sports camp on the 7th to 10th.
- I FREAKING NEED A PAIR OF SPORT SHOES BEFORE THE CAMP.
- Have the feeling of jailbreaking my iTouch. Still pending
- Getting a portable HardDiskDrive
(well...there is an IT fair at EXPO. But tak tahu if they are selling HDD)
- Buying a new wallet for myself.
- PrepMaths is torturing but fundemental at the same time
- I want my "automatically-likes-to-do-homework-and-assignments" mojo back!!! ASAP
- I WANT MY O LEVEL BRAIN BACK

dead plans

2010-03-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

I wished I could be like this when Im super angry :D

moshimosh Bloggys!

This week and last week has been rather a "plans-that-were-planned-but-turned-down-at-the-last-minute" weeks. Let me just list a few.

For example, on the thursday of this week, I was invited to go to a museum with the Normals. But I "paitou". Reason being, I find the plans were cocked up for the day. So my afternoon was replaced by a streetsoccer afternoon. lol.

On the wednesday of this week, I was suppose to go out with nee-san to watch movie or something. But it was all a silent day. I mean I didnt go out and the plan for the day wasnt even planned. I guess nee-san was busy with work and daily routines? haha. But instead, my afternoon was replaced with slacking around at home. Does that count? lol.

Today, presently, I should be getting ready for a movie day out with Deena. But was turned down by me. Reason being, no one else is coming and IT WILL BE REAL awkward. So its replaced with presently nothing. haha. Im just surfing the internet with no direction or purpose. Last week, I cant remember "plans-that-were-planned-but-turned-down-at-the-last-minute" stuff that happened. But there was. Right?....I cant even recall.

Anyways. Yesterday was fun. I cant wait for school to start. haha. Then I can finally like DO something for real. so thats all. No highlights for today or rather now.

Sayonara~

A day of a new age of Faisal

2010-03-17T22:10:00.002+08:00

Moshimosh~ Bloggys!

So how are you guys bloggys? I hope you all are doing fine ;D
My 17 year old life has been a very hectic one. I've been quite a jackass-pain-in-the-ass....or more. But I did some good stuff too right? LOL. I cant even remember some of the stuff. Never the less, I had a hell of a great time of my 17th year old life. Achievements in my 17 year old life?....uh...
I obtained an O level cert? and got into a Polytechnic and made my parents super duper happy? :D
Im turning 18 soon within a few hours. And Im getting older too -.- But I wish for the best of my 18 and the years to come too ;D To be a better person and most of all to be remembered ;D

Presently what happened today.....

I woke up early. 10am? Does that count? HAA! Anyways, I got events on that day. But tak menjadi. Not Rafie's fault anyways. He is tired and he deserved the rest. So I went to chill with my bro, Atep :D Ate at KFC and then we met Shaifful and catched up on some stuffs. Then we all went to play Daytona at the arcade at Gek Poh. I didnt get first at all of the races that we played -.- We met Ahmad and he joined in too. But it was fun overall and my driving skills still havent rust ;D

So thats all for today. Its time for highlights:

- Im getting the G2000 jeans soon
- Buying Laptop soon
- Birthday tomorrow
- I love you all
- If you dont, thats your problem. LOL.

Sayonara~

march holidays

2010-03-16T12:51:00.003+08:00

Moshimosh Bloggys :D Its the school holidays already and I didnt realised it o.o

14th March.
Woke up early to prepare for the later event of the day. I took my towel and went to look for mum and dad. They were already prepared to go out. Mum and dad will be going to JB. My sister already went out. So, left me and my brother. I washed up packed my bag and went out.

Meet up with Manan and Shikin 1st. Then came along Shaifful. I thought there were going to be A LOT of people coming. But end up just the four of us with the other two waiting at VIVO.
There were a lot of foreigners on that day. And guess what, most of them were the fucking-son-of-the-freaking-ass-mother-fucking China. They were talking to each other like as if the other party was at the end of another planet -.- Idiots. SO we pissed them off by anticipating a "shout out" conversations. When we did that they started to talked in a normal human being tone. All the fucking-son-of-the-freaking-ass-mother-fucking China foreigners alighted at the casino station. GREAT! Hopefully you lose every bet ah~ LOL.

* * *

TOO MANY HOT CHICKS were present on that day :D Happy lah~ lol. We chilled at the beach before taking a dip into the cooling waters. Took a lot of pictures, buried Manan, Taiti and took a dip into the waters. I still cant float in the water. Which sucks big time -.-
After loads of merepeks and fun, we all washed up and had dinner at Seah Im. We all finally took the bus 30 home.

* * *

Presently....
Its a boring week for me. All I do is "TOTAL NOTHING". I wanna chill with the usuals, but Manan is working and Shikin is schooling. Baik~
Guess I have to wait til this Thursday. Hopefully something interesting happen. LOL. Whats so special about that day? Its my birthday. The day that I became older than my friends T_T But I will be entitled "Legal".

Highlights:

-Im turning 18 this coming 18th. Ironically.
- Im freaking bored.
-I should have continued working. Somewhere~
- Im going to get broke soon
- I CANT WAIT FOR 25 or 26TH MARCH! YEAY~!
[As long as Nee-san doesnt forget ;D Which she wont; I trust you Nee-san :D]
- 31st there is going to be an overnight gathering :D
- When are we going to go Seoul Gardens? ^^

Before I end off, I am currently listening to......Korean songs. LOL. Just the songs only! nyahahaha! A big thank you to Nee-san for introducing it to me ;D

Some of the songs are at the iTouch. So enjoy listening to it.

[if you cant hear it, refresh the page. duh?]

Sayonara~

Chill at the beach

2010-03-09T21:59:00.003+08:00

Moshimosh bloggys! I had great fun day today :D

Went to sentosa with née-San, dustin and atep. We all went there to chill and relax. Well, we were all unprepared - no food and beverages. Not to forget the mat. -.- but it still turn out great ;) the weather was being nice to us; no dark clouds or any signs of a downpour. It was all clear white skies and bright shinny sun. We did some catching up but did most of the crappy stuff. LOL.

"bagaa~"
"your saliva so~ creamy"
"floatheads"
"we are the world~! (yeah right -.-)"

Took a dip in the cooling waters. It was nice (y) we all even did sand-fairy, butt-breast-sand and breaded atep. After a few more stupidity, nonsensical crap, we all packed up and pre-washed ourselves. Took a few pictures before heading home.

What's in store tomorrow? I don't know.
Here are some highlights:
- I made up my mind to not go for SP's camp
- Fira, it's not your fault, so stop being guilty
- IT fair is this saturday
- I'm getting a portable hard disk drive, iTouch adaptor and iTouch casing
- I need to be more careful
- and lastly, IT WAS GREAT TO GET TO MEET UP WITH NEE-SAN :D I just love my Nee-San ;) greatest sister to ever lived (that's just exaggerating -.-)

Sayonara~

another update

2010-03-05T22:00:00.002+08:00

Moshimosh Bloggys :D I didnt update. I know. Well what happened to me this few days - can say its not so~ bad uh.

To start off, I....Finally...Got...Myself...a....very own...iTouch! Apple iPod iTouch! Jyeah~ :D Superly Happy sia :) With my own money that is. LOL. I shall say its my own Birthday gift. Advanced Birthday gift that is. From Redvenz to me ;D But now Im in a state of Bankrupt. SERIOUSLY. I reached the limit of the blue card. *curse you blue card!

Thats that. Next, I quitted my freaking NTUC job lah! wohooo~ Fuck you Peter and Helen! And good ridden. hah! But that was so~ last week. Peter even begged me to continue working there with all the ways that he can begged me to do so. But....FAIL. Im not dumb bitch. So yeah~

I completed my enrolment to SP. All there is left to do is to mail my Financial forms and await for 29th March if Im not wrong. To get my laptop and student pass. hopefully all goes well with no problems and shits situations that put me in a shitty situation. :D Speaking of SP, many people....okay, not really a lot, like as if there is a whole troop, but its like a....10? 5? I dunno how much exactly but there were a lot of request that my friends who are going the same school as me said this to me,

"Eh, 1st day got o school with me uh? :)"

Then Ill go,

"Ofcourse! Why would I reject ;D"

I mean its really cool and awesome plus kind of you all to ask me this :) Atleast I wont go left out and get lost in school while searching for my lecture and class room. Right guys?........Right.

So lets move on to the final update. Its kind of a bad update. To start off, it was all a beautiful lie-s. Seriously beautiful lies. And to top it off, I was being blinded by this lies to believe it was true. I even smiled off after hearing from the text. How stupid can I be? pfft. I will admit it was my fault to leave a gap in our relationship, but if you really hated me for that you could have just told me straight in the face and ask me to shut up. I felt like I was a 5yr old kid left alone in a giant shopping mall. Thats how "lost" I felt. I made assumptions that were not even close to the final outcome. But after finding the truth, I was disappointed in myself. But the least you could have done was to tell. Tell me. gahhh.....saying this subject again makes me all emo and fucked up inside. I dont even know what to do; how to react if I were to face you again. Darn. me.

Okay. So thats all for today. I fell so shitty right now. So.......Sayonara~

please...
Hayley.......Please dont go~.......

2010-02-26T20:25:00.002+08:00

I had a real bad dream yesterday. And to top it off, I felt my cheeks having tears' "scar" when I woke up. I recalled the dream and I literally lie still in my bed. It felt almost like it was real. As usual, my heart was beginning to be heavy. I did not want to believe it but seriously, it felt real :(

I was dumb to be caught up with work and my own stuff till I forgot about others. Now I am regretting it. But its already too late. Freaking late. Gosh....if only I wasnt too care-less. *sigh

Losing someone, someone whom I have strong feelings for - positive ones, is like being in a room which has no light. All alone in the darkness, with nothing to give us the sight of the place. No hopes. Faith perhaps. Lost. Im moving around the room endlessly with no guidance and direction. The light that used to guide me along the room is gone. I tried to bring back the light. But failed. The light even said "Stop it. Its no use. Just go and leave me alone" before disappearing in the distance.

That was how bad my dream is. When I was lying still in my bed, thinking about it, I was "blank". I was in disbelieve. I tried to call her the day before yesterday. But the number was no longer in use. I thought maybe she needed a change in number and will update me sooner or later. But after having this dream, I started to come out with.....assumptions? I shall put it as. Im really freaking out now. I mean that was the only number that I have to contact her directly. And losing it without no replacement is just....BIG for me o.o

Where did I go wrong again? Where? Can someone or something just tell me the real reason to this? I dont want to keep running without a finishing line.

Updates

2010-02-22T21:04:00.008+08:00

Moshimoshi Bloggys :D I know I havent been updating my blog for quite sometime. (yah right, "QUITE sometime" eh) Well I HAVE been busy with work, so I got no time :) (_|_) -.- Fine. Sorry.

Anyways, my Monday turn out to be a slacking-Monday-day. No Peter + LITTLE stock + LESS customer = Peace and relax :) Especially the "No Peter" part. That was the best.

Home: Did nothing. Just psp for today.

So thats for today. What happened recently?

Well, I went for a class gathering hosted by Elaine :D It was held at her crib. It WAS AWESOME! It could HAVE been better if she ordered or the least, cook-up something for the 20+ of us. She just bought chips and 30 pcs Ferrero Roche -.- GG lah Elaine But I shall not complain too much :D It was still and awesome gathering. She lives with her maid in a 4-rm house O_O How awesome can that be! HAHA! We all chilled at her crib for like 4.5hours. Shockingly, people who are so darn decent even started to smoke. LOL. But I dont care the slightest bit. hehs. I and Latep was pissed-off about food. So we went to explore her kitchen. haha! I shall not expose my teacher's "skeleton closet" ;D Cooked maggie mee. It was sold out fast and Im happy for it :D We all gathered together to watch amovie together, Year One. Ass movie. LOL. Like half way thru, some people needed to go off. So, what else? Camwhored. :D The Pictures are all in my Facebook. But I shall put up one here :) at the end of the post.

After that I decided to join the gang for a sheesha session. I wanted to try it but at the same time, I broke a promise. Well....I got nothing to say on that. I have to say, sheesha is nto as heavy as smoking. When I "pulled", I dont feel heavy at my heart and lungs. It was rather like "pulling" nothing. Seriously. Up till now, I have been observing myself for aftermaths of sheesha. Hahaa. But that doesnt concern you guys at all right? I mean you wont even care bout this. LOL.

ANYWAYS~ We all had dinner at Tong Seng, if I recalled correctly. The food is superb. Price abit unreasonable but the food is nice. I had two dishes. Well, I WAS hungry at that point of time.

Done that, we all trained home. Reached home at 11pm. Still okay uh. But then...the next day I had work. So darn that.

So that is that. That is what has been happening recently.

The Awesome people I loved.

Before ending this post, a few say-outs....

Ill be ending my job this Sunday.
Ill be getting an iTouch this Saturday.
Im out of money this Saturday.
Watching a movie tomorrow with somebody (hopefully).
Im loving my hair.
Im dye-ing my hair soon (Ill reconsider).
Im DEFINITELY gonna cut and plate my hair (so~ cant wait).
I love my new wardrobe.
I need to go shopping soon.
I wonder what Hayley is up? Its been a while since we talked. Verbally.
I wonder what is Nee-san doing? -.-
Bleach episode 279 is launching tomorrow.

Sayonara~

English

2010-02-08T15:01:00.005+08:00

English. A Universal Language. A subject that all Pure Singaporean (DOES NOT include foreigners who have been noted as citizen of Singapore. Especially China people) students must score in all of their examinations. All of us, the pure Singaporean students, should know why and the consequences of not doing so. Students usually are weak in their language terms. Especially English. Ever wondered why? I came out with a reason for it. Though its not that very accurate. But it make sense? I conclude the reason that the pure Singaporean students are dealing with this, failing in English Language, is due to the increase in China people. Not because the student is dumb or cant think. Its because of that. Fucking irritating right? What is the Government thinking, I really wonder. Dont you? He lets them in our country, clean then pampered them and gave them resources so easily. In addition, these retards can get into schools easily and some, sorry, most of them made it far till University. WTF. Okay. Maybe that was a little too far off. But look at them O_O No CERT. No N, O, A, Diploma, Degree, Masters certs, THEY STILL CAN GET A JOB O_O _|_ So easy. Just like that and they got the job. Not only jobs, but positions which are high. You know what I mean. Let me give some examples: Supervisor, Manager, etc. Right? You GOT to agree on me on this. Irritating right? I really really wonder what the Govt is thinking.

If He really loves the people there, CHINA THAT IS, go migrate there. Isnt it easier? You can go there and love them all you want. Do whatever you like there. Isnt that easier? Thats how I feel o.o

* * *

What happened today? Well, work was as usual. Peter being an asshole. The normal routine. But I went back home around 3pm. I doze off in the train on the way home. I mean really dozed off O_O Never did that before. But somehow, I feel by dozing off in the train makes your ride appears to be shorter. Thats about that.

At home, I didnt do anything much. Just did admin stuffs though it has been a long time that I did that. But that lasted for like 1 hour. So what happened till now? I watched anime and click on URLs aimlessly without any purpose. Then I decided to blog. HA!

Previously, or rather yesterday, I called Nee-san to inform about the CNY gathering. End up we talked about other stuffs! Haha! Its been so long since we ever joked and talked like we used to. Missed the times.... *sigh

Few events are upcoming.
- Ill be going to Kuala Lumpur soon ^^ Long distance driving again! Yeay! :D This time, I objected myself to not sleep till we reached our destination. I pity my dad. Usually when we go for long drives, all of us fall asleep accept him. So this time, I am going to so called "tourn" till we reached our destination so that maybe I can accompany him during the 4 hours drive ;D But that is tomorrow's night. So...you guys can miss me if you want uh. If you guys dont want to, its fine by me.

- My Bro's birthday is coming soon! He is turning 18 already! T_T Hahah. Shall wait till the day itself :D I shall whip up an uber cool present? HA!

- My former form teacher Elaine Lim Mei Mei is creating a gathering for us Alumnis' at her crib! HOW AWESOME IS THAT! *evil Laughs. This one, I REALLY SO CANT WAIT. Its also to celebrate CNY. She is 40 and not married. No wonder she invites us. HAHAHA! (FYI: in a way we are "her children" coming to visit her for CNY) LOL!

Thats all for updates.
Before I end, I just wanna say that I missed you guys! 5/3, 4/5. The best years of my life.
I wonder how they are all now.
I wonder how is Shamilah?
I wonder whats Hayley up to?
I wonder whats EVERYONE is up to? O.O

Sayonara~!

ROLF on this video :D JUST WATCH IT. DONT IGNORE. YOU WILL WASTE IF YOU DONT WATCH.

I am going to buy Red Cricket lighter when Im there ;]

pizza hut

2010-02-05T21:39:00.003+08:00

hello Bloggys :D

Long time no update kan? haha. Sorry bout that. So far the past few days I have been work,anime,eat,shit,pray & sleep. Thats my routine. So what can I possibly be blogging? Right? I mean you guys will not bother to read my blog if it was all about that routine. pfft.

Anyways....today was kind of a dull day at work and at the same time, they never fail to piss me off. As usual uh. The people there are crazy, ba-ka and gila punya orang. They say I do work slow. I agree to them to a small extent only. Why I do work slow? Coz you fucking-good-for-nothing-asshole supervisor aint guiding me from the start!! BA-KA! Then when I do something to my logic thinking, they scold me. WTF UH! Let me tell you guys the name of my so called "supervisor" (how the fuck he got that position with such a fucking attitude), Peter Lim Choo Seng. KNNBCCB! If Singapore wasnt strict, I have already break you to bits. Including Helen, the overall manager. BA-KA. BA-KA. BA-KA.

But I have made up my mind for the future.
NEVER EVER, EVER EVER WORK AT NTUC TANJONG PAGAR.
:D

I work for five hours and Ba-ka supervisor expect me to finish everything. They seriously no brainers. The reason why I dont wanna fight back is because Im being fucking patient rioght now. I need the money, so I need to work my ass up and endure the stupidity of other people. I swear Im not coming back to that place.

SO~...after work, I quickly cabut from there. Went to the Sultan Mosque for my Friday prayers. My mind was calm by then. After prayers, I headed back to Boon Lay. I got a date uh. LOL! I was suppose to meet up with Shira at 330pm. I was an hour early. So I went to change my clothes in the toilet, freshen up and walk around the place to kill time. I arrived on time and waited for Shira. When all is set, we went to Pizza Hut for lunch. I was craving for the Lasagna (i dunno the spelling). Ordered a 9" ocean_something pizza, lasagna, brownie ice cream thingy, a sparkling juice, root beer with ice cream and spicy drumlets :D All that for 57 bucks. Cheap sia. I mean I thought it would go up to 80+bucks. That, I will scream. But the price was okay (: I paid for it. Reason being, I owed Shira 12bucks long long time ago. So if she included interests and all, it adds up to that price ;D HAHA! We all then made our way to BLSS. Shira wanted to see her SJAB. So I tagged along and went to see on NCC. and OMG. It was a full-force. seriously. Even though their drills and system isnt that good, the attendance beat the previous batch before them, including mine O_O So I went to kacau they all. haha. Next week aku datang uh ;D Ill participate it too ;D Done that, I went home with Shira. I so called "hantar her till the bustop then went back home. On the way home, saw Hayley. Went to where she was (dah lamer tak jumpe) and greeted her. Then off to home! :D

So thats about it :D Tomorrow will be a gathering held at the bbq pit opposite my block area -.- If you guys start to act cool and not be yourselves, Ill leave early. FOR REAL.

Before I end, I shall this to Shira.
I HAVE CLEARED YOUR 12BUCKS. AND.....3 IS A CHARM. 2 IS NOT THE SAME ;D

Sa-Yo-Na-Ra!

Updates

2010-01-29T10:55:00.003+08:00

Hello Bloggys :D So sorry for not updating my blog. For the past few days, I seriously forgot that I had a Blog. Literally -.- HA! So I shall tell you what happened.

Well, as most of you guys know, I have started working at NTUC Fairprice at Tanjong Pagar. Near or what! -.- But Im starting to lose interest in working....FOR NOW. But I guess I should try to gain interest instead. I mean, by working, at least I got to burn off some of morning hours :D For like 5hours and then Im back home.
AND, yesterday I stumble upon Shanice Lee or rather Jing Ting :) Long time no see huh? ha! So we talked for awhile and part, as I got a job to be done.

That was yesterday. Hahaha. SO what about the other days? uhh....Well, Im going to start schoool soon. In April that is. I got into Singapore Polytechnic and the course of Clean Energy. I dont know why....but I didnt jumped for joy or frustrated or sad when I got the results via SMS. I was like "Ouh. SP. Okay then. Clean energy " that was how I reacted tot he result. But I guess Ill have to see how is Poly life like. Im going to go shopping soon. For my poly clothes and ALSO to purchase a Laptop T_T Burn money Burn!

Im going to KL soon though. Thought of spending on clothes there. But I may reconsider uh. But.....I AM GOING TO TASTE SUBWAY THERE! Muahahahaha! Fyi: its the Bistro (i really dont know what to categorise it as) that sells 7inch sandwiches with incredible fillings! :D
I am SO cant wait for that. But problem is, I dont know how much money to bring -.-" Well, thats my problem. pfft.

ahhhhhh...............
Aha! Eh, yesterday kan, I followed my dad to go fix his bike at the carpark. So I went to the upper level and waited while dad bring his bike up. While waiting, I looked at how my previous school was. (psst, its just beside the carpark) While I was looking at the structure and thinking back of history I had in school, 2 guys shouted at me from school. Chinese that is. They shouted twice. The first one was "EH BOY!" I ignored it. Thought they were referring to other stuff. The second one was "EH BOY! THE ONE IN THE CARPARK!" then they walked off. I was like in my heart "Ba-ka. They think they ion school they BIG FUCK isit? Ill be patient. For NOW."
The same 2 idiots walked up the staircase, this time, I had a clear view who were they. So they shouted again, "EH, EH BOY! (emphasized on the "BOY") " I was pissed off. They Really think they are in school, they are BIG FUCKS and thinks Im a kid. pfft. So what I did? I gather my strength and shouted back "WHAT?!" with the tone and expression of anger. They just shut up after I asked them what. Ba-ka. I wanted to curse them and diss them back, but by the time dad was already "here". Im still keeping my anger of this for later in the afternoon. Since Im coming to school for NCC, Ill take my time to find them. Im guessing they will be playing basketball. nyeheheh. I really feel like bursting and breaking them. See la how~

So yeah, that all uh for now. HAHA. I wasnt planning on a long post. malas sak. hehs. So yeah. SAYONARA~

Friday the 22nd

2010-01-22T21:07:00.008+08:00

Hello Bloggys :D

Today I was so freaking tired for work. But good thing today I stack up the rice sacks! Hahaha. Can delay my work time there. So I spent 2 hours on that and then I touched up on the other stocks bit by bit. Soon, my 5 hours work came to an end.

Left Tiong Bahru for Bugis to head off to the Sultan Mosque for the Friday prayers. After the prayers, I straight away headed back to Boon Lay. Supposedly I was going to watch the movie Toothfairy, end up it was canceled. Good thing I was still on the train. So I headed to school instead :D Reason is that I wanted to burn off my afternoon time there. So I wont be another furniture at home.

NCC.
Sec ones are in! Suprisingly, out of my whole NCC life, never have we got 36 people joining the gang. Some of the present people in-charge start to ask me whether we should split the Sec ones into two platoons. I said "No". Its just 36 men ONLY what. The more the better ;D Did Physical Training with the rest of them, parts B and C, while the part A are doing ice-breaking. Done with that, they all changed and I went to disturb the part B doing drills. We were waiting for the IFC "course" to be set up. haha. WTF. Since I was the senior, the punishment that the squad got, I need do the punishment thrice! -_-" Basket ah Aria... If only I was in my uniform. pfft. At the moment I cant. I have super long hair. So Ill just have to wait till I get my hair cut. Which is I dunno when. haha!

We soon got the call that IFC was ready, we all headed to the section to begin our IFC course! Firstly, Split the part B into 2 groups. Birdies! and Cocksters! They were in no mood season when training started. So I decided to "bring them back to live" haha. A good morale boost at the start is good eh? Jyeah~ We all then went for a "tour" through the course. Once done, the groups were psyched up O_O haha. Thats good ;D Started off at the monkey bars, twist-yourself-over-the-bar-thing, rockwall, hydrate and finally the prone-crawl-roll of IFC. Cool!

Once everyone got through, we all assembled for basic IFC signals. Good thing I still remembered the signs and meanings. heh! Once thats over, we all debriefed and went home :D I almost lost my voice due to all the commands and shouting. But it was FUN indeed. And I finally got my body to be cramped after so-long-of-never-worked-out-due-to-Os ;D

Here are some of the pictures taken. HA!

Part B's beloved SSG. Temporarily dead. LOL.

ROLL~!!!

Yea! Crawl with pride! (o_o)

haha. Wrong crawl. But its okay ;D

Just a lil bit more...

Cocksters!

Cocksters! Full Squad

Thats it, teamwork ;)

Nice~ :)

Birdies!

Birdies! Full Squad

350 Richer

2010-01-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hello Bloggys! What a day today. hee. didnt expected to go this way.

So....I woke up at 630am, wash-up, dressed and got ready for the day ahead. Its BLSS CCA open house. I wanted to come to look at some things. heheheh. NOTHING TO DO WITH SEC ONES. pfft -.- So, I went out at 730am exactly. Met Hayley and her friend and then we all walked to school together. On the way there, we stumble upon Ms. Shida. Long time no see eh~

Reached the school compound, we all part on our own groups.

NCC.
When I came, they all were already fall-in. Nice job men ;D Master parade and we all separated to our own groups. Preparations begins. 900am. I went up to watch...the most awesome, fabulous, bagus, great, marvelous, preety, gorgeous Malay Dance ;D Hahah. As usual they showcase an awesome dance piece. I loikeee very the much :D After that, I headed down to help out witht he marching contingent.
Saw Mdm.Suziela and she was as usual HOT. haha. 21 forever eh cher :)

around 11am, the sec 1s came crowding down. haha. Out of the blue, the NPCCs stole our song. I mean the NCC song. They only edit it to NPCC. pfft. Whatelse, we all were furious. So went to show or rather demo to them the original song. HAHA! 1st round, it was my squad against theirs. We won. 2nd round, my squad against their platoon. PLATOON. Yet thay still lost. ha! Pathetic. Platoon against squad we still win. LOL.
ccaccaccaccaccaccacca. Soon it was 1245pm. People began to pack up and go home. I wnt off first coz I need to be at the frontier for my cheque. heheh. Anyways, Birdie contingent, you guys did well ;)

***

Wash up, dress and went out with mum and dad. Supposedly I went home rushing, end up went out at 159pm. baik ah~ Not my fault. So, we made our way tot he rooftop of the building and I took my seat. SURPRISINGLY, I was the only one in home clothes. Some more, I was in RED. My god. All look at me like as if I was in an alien. pfft -.- Good thing I sat with Rubini. Atleast I dont feel so~ Alien-ish. heh. I assumed I came at the right time. I sat for like 10mins and then cheque-distribution begins. haha. I came late and I was the 2nd one to take. WAHAHAHA! 350 bucks? alhamdulilah (thank God). After went home.

***

I got nothing else to do after that. I was tired but I simply cant sleep in the afternoon. My body rejects the idea. -.-
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7pm. MSN, Fb, email. I was REALLY BORED. shit. My afternnon was empty after I got 350bucks. pfft. So, I tried to talk to ppl on my list. Finally got one. HAHA! didnt expect it to be expected. Far. haha. So we chat and chat. I learnt new stuff from her. Language wise. haha. Chat till 1154pm. She was logging off. so yeah, exchange goodbyes. And here I am now. Blogging. lol.

So thats all for today. A great morning, a great chat with an awesome person and a boring afternoon. so yeah. Sayonara~

Fryday

2010-01-15T23:41:00.003+08:00

Hello my Bloggys! Welsome to another session of blog post. LOL.

So what happened? Ill kick off with yesterday's highlights.
I wasnt doing anything at all at home. I did the normal when-you-are-bored-at-home routine. Most of you guys should know what I do right? If dont know, dont worry.....I wont tell. HAHA! Anyways, bro called in to watch a movie! Oh my~ Seriously, its been so~ damn~ long ever since I watch a movie at a cineplex. So he shoots at me a few titles and I picked Blindside. I had some doubts that the show MAY be boring. But sexy Sandra Bullock's acting in it. So that should make it interesting ;D We met up at my block's lobby and begun making our way to JP's GV. Withdrew cash, bought the tix, wait for the time, bought pops and sodas and we were in. Powerlah! Of the whole hall we were in, not even one quarter of the seats were filled. HAHA! power~ The show was totally AWESOME and INSPIRING. The real guy was handsome and well-built. ha! 2hours wasnt a waste ;) You guys should catch that movie for this month. Its a life changing story of an 18 yr old kid from the ghetto background who became an NFL famous player. But there is something weird to the movie. Its like as if Sandra Bullock was trying to keep her accent to a nigga's accent. Just the accent but the language is still American's English. If you get what I mean uh. After that made our way to cosy corner since Shaifful ajak lepak. The night was still early. heh! 1hr session of lepak. haha. After we part and went back home.

***

So that was for yesterday. Today, Friday, I woke up rather early. 9am? Then I just laid at my bed till 10am. Wash-up, dressed went out from home to prayers. Didnt expect some of my ol' buddies. Exchanged greetings and waited for the bus.
I have to say, after Os, people change. A LOT. But some part of us remains unchanged. I was still the silent one of the whole lot. Like a ninja~ haha. no link. But thats how quiet I was. I did talked lah. But tak banyak story uh. Thats just who I am in the real world. Dont believe? TRY me. haha.

Anyways, I headed for school slowly~. hee :) I was too darn early -.-
Why the hell would I go to school? Well, I was helping out with my so called CCA, NCC. Tomorrow is their CCA's open house. So I just helped in any way I can. hehs. At long last, I finally got to release my voice. HAHA. Those who heard me shout a command before will know. nyeheheheheh. Well, tomorrow supposedly report at 715. But what the heck. Ill go at 745am. Meet with Hayley also. I should sleep early huh? guess not. :P Tomorrow also I dont know if Im gonna wear my No.4 I think I shall bring it along.

So yeah. Thats what happened. Tomorrow I shall Video-cam or shoot pics of the malay dancers. FUH! haha. Im nuts.bad.crazy. Tskness -.-

Trailers of tomorrow? Im gonna be 350bucks richer! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Eat that! lol.
LUNCH WAS CANCELED T_T Maybe next time uh. Maybe God is asking me to keep more money first before going for the lunch. LOL! There is nothing else then. hehe. So yeah.
Sayonara~

"I really missed staying up late chatting with her -.- "
"But I guess it was my lost. pfft -.- "

JAE sent at last

2010-01-13T22:54:00.003+08:00

Waddup Bloggys!

Im so relieved that I sent my JAE today. For me, it was making a choice as if you are in a russian roulette. Now the barrel is rolling. I just have to wait for it to stop. Which is on the 27th Jan that is. See which course hits me. And which School. I want SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC and Chemical Engineering! T_T

Anyways, I called Nee-san! HAHA! At long last, I get to talked to my beloved Nee-san. She was at worked though. Oh my~ I hope I didnt hinder Nee-san's rate of work. Well, I talked about my JAE before handing it in. Nee-san's a great adviser yknow! haha. So, we talked and talked but she got to carry on working right? So after a few advices, we said our goodbyes :D And I started to fill in my JAE form. Online that is. But it was done in a jiffy ;) Yosh! Then I continued Anime-ing.

I want my own Zanpaktou and Bankai!

Later on in the day, found out that Paramore Moshpit tix are all GONE. O_O T_T
Really saddening. Really sorry bro we didnt get the tix. Some ass underground is selling the tix at 3 times the price. FUCK YOU BITCH. SAPER NAK SIAK. BODOH. Anyways thats over.

Ill be getting a new job soon. Should be next week. Awesome. Soon, I can complete my wishlist. awesome lah!

Ouh! I almost forgot. I broke my very own zanpaktou, Daigoren Firefyrah. Really sad. But what to do. There is no replacement for this case. I just have to deal with the lost.

Yosh! thats all for today. Looking forward to this Friday and Saturday. And most importantly! 27th Jan. Gah! Just wait patiently lah eh. Sayonara Bloggys!

Quote of the day: "Basterism Is A Way Of Sacarsm" [dont you agree? ;D]

Saying out

2010-01-13T00:29:00.003+08:00

Hey bloggys :) Didnt realise it was 30mins of today. Gosh. I should have sleep. But I was busy Anime-ing. HEHEH xD

I finally got my decision on the JAE. All 12 courses. Later on in the morning then I shall send my requests. Hee :D

Well, I talked to her. Rather chat with her on MSN. I guess things are clearer now? But I still havent told her what I really have in mind -.- But it is for the best.

Ouh, and about my O level result, when people asked me how much I got, I dont know what to say. For me the CCA cut off point is like a chance or rather we Singaporeans say it as "tyco". Thats how I feel. So I guess Ill stick to the my-own-hard-work-paid-points. hehs.

Hmm...I really been thinking of the Paramore concert. What mum said sounds kind of right. It is like a waste of money. 111bucks. oh my~ I really dont know if I should go. sigh* I love paramore, but its too darn expensive -.- Ill consider uh.

Oh oh! I SERIOUSLY WANT TO EAT AT SWENSONS!!! Grr...So mouth watering T_T ARGH!! Must go! This week! But sape mau join eh? I shall scout for one. nyeheheheh. Talking about Swensons made my tummy growl O.O I also wanna try Fish & Co. Lets see who is the lucky basterd who gets to go with me. LOL!

Anywyas thats all luh. I also cannot wait for those 2 restaurants. heheh. SAYONARA!

Who Ever Wants To Impress Me, Impress Me With Food ^^ (halal that is)

No offence cher, but you look like one of us. HAHA! :P
(thanks to you I loved the earth!)

Reflection

2010-01-12T17:40:00.003+08:00

Wow. I just saw myself. Its really unforgivable. I was being cruel and heartless moreover. I didnt took note of how she felt. But I guess its really no use of me asking for forgiveness from her. Coz it will always come back. I think it was the reason why it happened one year ago. The same reason. Me. It wasnt about we hated each other. It was clearly me. Realising it now. Will it even help things out now? I guess not. I guess...No. I deserve this. Thinking back now, I deserve it. I was the one who let it went this way of the road. I regret this. But I cant turn back time. Its true~ all along. What a waste. i didnt even get to see her. But what just happened, I guess she wont be convinced to see me. hah. Who am I kidding. Way to go me! fuck.

I cant ask for forgiveness right?
Should I talk to her?
Should I call her?
What should I do?

Legends

2010-01-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

OH MY! haha. Today for the first time, Mr.Yip is actually chatting to me through Facebook. LOL. I was super shocked! Wow. I am honored to talked to him. The one who gave me the inspiration to learn physics. To love physics :) An awesome teacher. And also a legend. But sadly Mr.Yip is going to pursue his Masters. wow O.O But the great thing is that I was one of the lucky basterds to be under his genius lessons for the past 2 years! heheh. I am sure going to miss him T_T

Anyways, here was the chat:

Mr.Yip: happy with an A2? i remember you said chem will pull it down.
Me: haha. yeah :D Why you not there seh cher?
Mr.Yip: Choose a course wisely.
Mr.Yip: I left already. Going to Study.
Me: ouhhh. I see. Pursuing Masters?
Mr.Yip: yup
Me: wow! all the best to that Mr.Yip :D
Mr.Yip: All the best to you too! Be a useful citizen to contribute ok!
Me: [Whats that suppose to mean?] Will do cher ;)

O level results

2010-01-11T19:37:00.005+08:00

Hello Bloggys! :D

Today was a rather exciting day. Well, heartbreaking too but it was an exciting day. I was kind of late for the O level results? haha. Everyone was seated and I just came down. haha. But the coolest thing is that before I reached the hall, I was greeted by Syahidah. LOL. Took a place and endured the 15mins JAE/Retake/ITE/Higher NITEC talk.

Then it came to the horror part. The results for top students. I really wanted to be one of them. But I wasnt. But its okay I guess. Sadly none of the 5/3 - ians represented the class for the top students. Basket -.- But...whatever. After a series of top students, came to our turn. The release of our results. My class was the most slowest. MY GOD. Elaine elaine...total tskness. While waiting I called my friends and asked about their results. Lee Ting was on watery eyes when I called her. She was disappointed with her results but we all cheered her up ;) So, I continued to talk and wait for my slow teacher, Elaine. Oh my~

When it camed to my turn, she gave me a M&M peanut-chocolate. I tole her I CANT EAT THAT. I mean I can, but it will worsen my condition. Just look at my cheeks -.- Anyways, signed the list and she gave me the results. As Elaine was telling me stuff, I was distracted by the malay dancers who were practicing on the stage. HAHA! On one particular person that is! (Ms. Syikin knows that I know that I think she also know?) lol. When my results was counted for.....OH MY GOD! I didnt cry. hehs. But I was disappointed. I got 17pts! WTF. I even got a D7 for my Combined Human. Die @_@ But the result was already good enough. right? I wasnt even close to my aim. PATHETIC of me. Most of my rivals, their results were 10pts different from their prelims. So Good~
I got 19pts for prelims and now I got 17pts. Rabak. If 10pts different for me, fuh! power luh! Ill be laughing to my rivals. LOL. But that didnt happen for me. So, I took my results and compared with my rivals. DISAPPOINTING SIA! Even Lee Ting did better than me. But after CCA minus pts, I got like 14pts. But still no good uh. But I am learning to be "bersyukur" with what I got. Well...I am! hee ;)

We all talked for a while and part to our own ways. I went to LJS with atep and wan. Ate somewhere. haha. Then waited for Qub and we all went back home.

So thats what happened to the O level results. I dont want to elaborate too much.

Special Thanks to these people who Congratulated me:

Syifa Nee-san
Atep
Lee Ting
5/3 ians
Lily
Hayley
Syahidah
Matin
Daniaty
Si Jie
Fira
[if I left out soem of you guys, sorry luh. I cant remember ALL]

Thanks guys! I appreciated it. So thats it. hehs. Sayonara~

You were there for me when I cried. And I was there for you when you were "watery eyes" ;)

another friday

2010-01-08T23:49:00.005+08:00

Hello dear Bloggys :D

Today I didnt go out at all. Only for prayers that is. This time I went with my dad. Ride his bike! :D awesome.

Home. I FB>TAGGED>FB>YOUTUBE>ANIME>PSP. all that from 230pm to 7pm.
After 7pm, I watched Saw 6. Its a freaking disgusting, interesting, O_O , crazy movie. Try picturing this: Imagine you are chained to the fence, your back facing out. Then 12 sharp metal "straws" (coz its the size of our normal daily straws) poked to your back. ALL 12. The straws are then attached to a pipe which is connected to a tank which contains HF. Hydroflouric Acid. You cant move at all, literally. The valve is opened and your body begins to get filled with HF, a HIGHLY concentrated acid which can dissolve human body in a matter of seconds. Imagine that. O_O

While I was watching, Hayley was green! Jyeah~ :D We missed each other very the much :) We talked and then serious talks. I gave advices, She called me "Awesome". haha. We will meet each other soon! Very soon that is. hehs :P Then I talked to Fira :) We catched up on stuff.

So yeah thats all there is for today ;) More tomorrow? haha.

WOW. The fine dining looks awesome! and you guys sure did have loads of fun ;) And your main dish is better than us =.=

Quote of the day: "I know my friends more than you do. So please, dont try to cheer me up. On top of that, Im not angry nor sad ;D "
[psst, rafie, jgn terase, im not hitting on you, i just find this quote unique]

TORN?

2010-01-07T21:36:00.006+08:00

Hello Bloggys!

Yeay! compy is being a good computer today :D The screen suddenly resurrected itself o.o So what happened?

Yesterday, I went out with Bro to hand in our timesheets to Kane. After that we trained to Orchard, Orchard Ion. I wanted to buy a hoodie from Uni Qlo. They were having a sale on the hoodies. So I bought one and am I so happy to finally got one hoodie for myself :D After that went back home to rest for the night shift work -.-

"Wahh~ Hoodie lawa :D Macam Korean nyer fashion. Cakap je tak suke Korea, tapi beli jugak" (sister's comment on my hoodie)

(in my heart I said this) "STOP WITH THE KOREAN SHIT. And FYI, Uni Qlo is JAPAN. =.=

I tried to sleep but I cant. My body disagrees with the idea of sleeping in the noon. Oh my~ @_@ What to do.... I then plugged in my psp to my awesome computer speakers and played songs from there. HOPING that I can suddenly fall asleep. Guess what, didnt worked -.- pfft. So I just laid there on my bed. Just so that my body gets to rest.

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I left my crib by 8pm sharp. Trained all the way to Harbourfront. Tapped out of the station, smoked a stick and head off to Toys R Us. 930pm. The overnight job was simple: stock count the products on the shelves ONLY. We were told during training that the job will most like end at 7am the next day. But fact is, the job was so easy that everyone did it so swiftly, so fast that we all ended the job at 2am. "GREAT" We all got no choice but to leave the venue. So, I, Bro and Fatihah told the supervisor that all of us stayed at West Coast. Yeah right~
My Bro and I did not want to go home yet. SO~ we decided to torn at West Coast's MacDonalds. Fatihah dad was picking her up and she was generous to give us a lift to there.

Vrroommm.....

Left only me and Bro. So we lit a stick and then sat down. As we were about to torn, Bro's dad picked us up. I cant possibly go back home. Because its 2am in the morning AND I told my dad that Ill return home by 8am. So my home is totally locked. So I humbly asked Bro's dad if I could stay till Subuh at their crib. Green light was given. Thanks lah :D

I wont say what happened at Bro's crib. But Ill say that I we reached our destination at 3am. I was thinking what am I gonna do while waiting. So I scanned through my brain for possible reasons to get home by 8am. Subuh is at 530am, FYI. After scanning through, I text-ed Syahidah if I could walked her to school later on at 7am. But I was dumb enough to text-ed her at 330am. LOL. People are sleeping man!

I left Bro's crib at 5am. I didnt want to trouble them and stay too long. So I exited his crib, said my goodbyes and headed to Pioneer Mall's MacDonalds. I decided to wait till 7am for the reply from Syahidah. So, I entertained myself by playing my PSP and listening to music.

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Buzz* A reply was received! LOL. She agreed to it :) awesome lah. I mean my wait was reasonable and not a waste of time :D HAHAHAH! So I went to checked on myself before heading to her block's lift lobby.
As I was waiting, rain came down pouring down. As soon as she came down, as usual with the sweet smile, we exchanged greetings. Syahidah asked my opinion on her outfit. She looked great! really :D She DID NOT overdressed herself ;) For a moment though, I thought she was going for gradnight. So thats how great she looked. But I really liked the outfit. I cant tell whether its a dress or office-wear. But its nice and she looked great! :D But the bad news is, its raining -.- GG. I got an umbrella fit for one person. So I let myself be drenched in the rain and let Syahidah get to school as dry as possible ;) She got a special event in school, I cant possibly ruin it. So yeah, we walked to school, doubled our pace. Half way through, her left sleeve was wet -.- way to go faisal -.- To prevent any more problems, I improvised the way I hold the umbrella and position it so that she got the most shelter ;) haha, for a moment there it was as if I was providing shelter-from-the-rain for a VIP xD We talked and finally reached school. Safely. haha. Saw Mr.Singh too. He gave me the look that I was....you know...with the umbrella and all...walking a girl to school kind of look with a grin. LOL. But its nice to see you Mr. Singh ;D So we exchanged goodbyes with each other and part. I went home smiling. heheh :P

* * *

12pm. I woke up from my few-hours-sleep. Washed up and get ready to go out. AGAIN. This time to Polytechnic Open House's.
First up, Singapore Poly. See, walk, talked, hear, asked of the courses that we all wanted to get in. Then we waited for Fadhilah and Shikin to arrive. Fuh! Its been sooooooooo real long that I saw Fadhilah. She lost weight. A lot, I think. After that we bused to Ngee Ann Poly and Fadhilah cabbed home. See, walk, talked, hear, asked of the courses that we all wanted to get in. Then we headed back to our town. Had our dinner at LJS. lolkek Then walked around shops to drag time and kill our boredness. When we came across FOX. I was mad. I was so fucking mad that they were having a sale, half-priced on the whole shop. WTF! The hoodie that I wanted was at 16 bucks! And my present hoodie was at 20 bucks! ARRGGHH! What to do. Bought already mah. So forget it T_T We all went back home after doing so.

What a day lah. I mean I rested for like 4 hours? But the days was great! Both yesterday and today.

PS: I think Ill consider joining the Dance Club.
PPS: I wanna have a cool, cheerful, bubbly, fashionable, sacarstic, happy go lucky, crazy, decent, musically universal girlfriend can? :D

I know, you dont know, that everyone doesnt know ;D

2010-01-03T12:06:00.004+08:00

Hello bloggys!

Oh my~ today I seriously knock out guys.

Firstly, I slept late at 2am on Friday. I need to wake and get out of home before 745am. I got a soccer match. Meet them, wait for them by the time it was 830am. Bused from RVHS to BB. I must say, RVHS have loads of cute and hot babes. Lol.

Match was bad. One, the field was a mud pie. Two, I quitted half way due to heart shock. Three, we lost to them by.....I don't know. Four, there was a fight. Five, I was rushing back home for work. Suck right? I know.

Bath, eat, dressed, pack and I was off to work. On the train I was so tired and cramped. Played my psp to entertain myself. While. Playing, I got a feeling someone was watching me. I ignored the feeling for a while. But then I felt curious. So I looked to my left, front and finally right. An angel was smiling from far :D hahaha. It was Syahidah. My juniour. Gosh, its been real~ long since I last saw her! In simple words, I missed you people! She was signalling and hand-laguaging me. But seriously, I didn't know what she was trying to say. Haha! So sorry syahidah! Anyway, she was going to alight soon. I didn't want to lose this opportunity. Guess what I did. I stood up from my seat and approached her. She was still smiling lah she! And guess what, that was the first time ever that I got to hear her voice. Haha. We never talked before in school. awesome lah :D Ill see you soon Syahidah :)

Work. I was tired lah. I sat most of the time during work. But I met someone awesome too! Her name was Sharizan. She was older than me. We talked and shared our experiences in life. LOL. And I got myself 3 paper cuts from the box.

I stopped work at 1030pm. I was hungry =.= So, we ate outside the Plaza Singapura. Got on the last train service back home. On the way home, I met my seniour, Venessa. Long time no talk lah! haha. I talked to her for a while and soon the train reached my station. Gosh, I was hoping we could talk a little longer. But what to do. maybe next time ;) So thats another awesome person I met today.

Overall, I met 2 awesome people plus one new awesome person. haha. :D Anyways, I got to go to work soon. Today's my last day there. Then tomorrow there is another job. Oh my~ Schedule sure is tight. But its better than sitting and doing nothing at home. school is starting tomorrow. I wish all the N and O level takers Goodluck and keep on striving if the chances are low. Dont give up and put in effort in these few 9 months or so. Have a safe journey on the N and O levels road. haha. Right, So thats all for now.

Ouhyeah, there is another news to all the people who I use to chat on MSN and thinks that I am avoiding them since Im not online for the past 2 days or something like that. WELL IM NOT DOING THAT. My computer is down due to the 10-year-old monitor. Its dead now. For good. So, yeah. I can turn on and be online. But I cant see a fucking thing on my screen. Im so so sorry you guys. Ill buy a new one soon. That is.....I dont know when.

Well, thats all. I got to get ready for work now. Ill see you awesome people soon. I really want that :D Until then, toodles~

End of the Year 2009

2009-12-31T23:38:00.003+08:00

Hello Bloggys! :D

Its coming to the end of the year 2009. Well, I have to say that 2009 has been a rough one. Mugging for O levels like as if the O levels are tomorrow. haha, great moments. "physicians" "chemist" "Paranomore" "gundam" "watching movies in class with nee-san" "dancing in class" "playing chapteh during breaks (lol)" "conflicts" "listening to music during national anthem" "smoking in the toilet" "staying back late in school due to coursework -.-" "fighting with boss for no reason" "calling teachers by their name" "singing in class" "tasting different kinds of cigarettes" and many more. Great moments I have to say. Even the bad ones. I mean I can still remember. Im sure gonna miss school....for the fun and happiness that is. HAHA! But seriously, school is fun.

There were ups and many downs. Hearing stories from people who experienced reality, being the one to tell people of your experience through reality and stuff. But their stories are "life learning". Ahh..I just wanna say that I have gone through life changes. A LOT.

I met a lot of awesome people along the way. Nee-san, Nurul Syifa, for example, she has been a great sister to me :) Arafah Shahirah, Tay Wee Leong, Yip Cheng Hou, Elain Lim, Harbhajan Singh and not forgetting Lim Koh Lim Lian, Lily Yana. haha. Awesome people. They changed my life. For that I am grateful :D Ill be seeing you great people later on this month aite? ;D

I ended off my 2009 by losing my IC (pfft -.-). But I gained some things: I got a lovely new phone :D , Met someone whom I began to love, learned some car-driving skills. hee :D But Im still not happy about me not going to Paramore concert -.-

I look towards a better 365 days. To also be a better person at the same time ;)

So thats the end of my 2009 story.

What happened earlier on today? I helped mum to buy groceries at NTUC. Then followed dad to wash car, played L4D with my brother and now Im here. So yeah. Boring huh? what to do. Anyways, I really want to go to Khiriah's BBQ on tomorrow. But FUCK lah. Got work. Baru nak dancefloor ngan korang T_T There is soccer tomorrow too. In the morning that is. Fuh, today got to sleep early for tomorrow.

I guess thats it then. Thats all I got to share. hehehs. Till the next post my Bloggys, goodbye and happy new year ;D

Faisal 2009. Wonder how Ill be now?

Shopping List

2009-12-30T23:52:00.002+08:00

Shopping Cart
- FOX hoodie
- FOX jacket
- Adidas/Nike Highcuts
- Apple iTouch 8GB
- 1TB Portable Hard Disk
- TOPMAN shirts
- Laptop (still not sure which one)

two days post.

2009-12-30T00:40:00.002+08:00

Well hello Bloggys! :D

Guess what? I lost my fucking IC. KNNBCCB! Now I got no money to pay for Paramore's concert -.- GG lah destiny. Even my work pay doesnt cut it. pfft. What a great moment to end the year.

Anyways, Shira dah ajak go countdown seh. But i cant go confirm. Dad is already angry with me. Futher more, I got no money. TOTALLY broke O_O
Saturday got soccer! wohoo! But I dont know if I can play. As in play for at least one half. I gained fats, slack and smoke. pfft.

Other than that I got nothing else. I have one wish though. I wish that Singapore schools will sponsor a Kendo CCA or Samurai CCA. I wanna wield a katana. REAL BAD.

PS: Please be mine?

Blog-ring

2009-12-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

Today dull. Some highlights thou.

Went out with dad and nee-san to check out 52" TV. Awesome lah! Dad's considering one :) Had 2 spring chickens for dinner, bought from Arnold's.

Home: I did nothing. So boring sia. At least my heart wasnt being an ass - pulling down my morale. I dont want to go there ever again. FUCK. Played 2 soccer matches with bro. Now Im here.

What a day lah~
Tomorrow will be visiting Hayley! But mom and dad havent figured out what time to go.
so thats all lah.

Ill end this with a few phrases in mind.

Love Me Or Hate Me, Its Still An Obssession
"Love Me or Hate Me?", That Is The Question.
If You Love Me Then, Thank You
If You Hate Me Then, Fuck You.

-Lady Sovereign

xmas

2009-12-25T23:21:00.004+08:00

(clockwise from the top) Redvenz, WDA (my boss), zeropointfuckyou, sakilah and Evon.

Helluuuu Bloggys! :D Merry Christmas :D I hoped you guys had a great day ;)

Well, mine tured out to be fine :D I spent my very first few hours of Christmas chatting with my loved one (: haha. It was the best start. But she was sick I guess. Hope you get well soon ;)

I spent the rest of the day playing psp. A new game. I tried to get the use of the character I was using. Im okay with it now. Around 8+ I got to MSN and tried to find someone to entertain me. But Hayley entertained me first! lol. I was being bored. I talked crap throughout the conversation. I even repeated stupid stuffs. Right Hayley? ;D LOL. But her system was giving her problems. She logged off. So I got bored and lonely again. Sedih kan? pfft -.-

Since there was nothing else and no one to talk to, I surfed the net. Facebook, tagged, all the common websites. So FUCKING bored. Thus, I decided to blog. I guess today is a short post. grrr~ nvm.

I wish I was at ECP now, tourn-ing with my peeps. Sitting on the breakwater. Doing stupid stuffs, dancing, talk about girls (LOLKEK), singing depressing malay songs and watching the stars. And not to forget, getting hungry together. Good times. But now all berpecah.

Thats all I can think of to blog. (you suck) I got nothing to blog. Besides its dumb and pathetic to tell these ppl I eat sleep shit everyday. (....) Now, you suck.
Forget that Bloggys :) some ppl, just dont think before they talk. Ill leave you guys with a song of the day, from my own music library. I really like the lyrics. Its all to darn awesome. Its from The Kooks. The song title is "You Dont Love Me". Its at my blog's iTouch too. Enjoy.

*the ones in bold are the ones I like

But you don't love me the way that, I love you
'cause if you did girl you would not, do those things you do
You killed my heart just to see if, I will rise
Above your anger and above your lies

And all I see of you, is when you're not so busy
Oh your not so busy

And you don't love me the way that, I love you
'cause if you did boy you would not, do the things you do
You turned my life around, before that I am glad
However much I love you this love is getting bad

And oh my darling look at you
The words that only you could use
But you know you'll always be my girl, girl
I'll take you out just for a bite
Show you all the city sites
But you know you'll always be my girl, girl

But you don't love me the way that, I love you
'cause if you did boy you would not, do those things you do
You killed my heart just to see if, I will rise
Above your anger and above your lies

And all I see of you, is when you're not so busy
Oh your not so busy

But you don't love me you don't care, woman
And you don't love me you don't care, woman
'Cause you don't love me you don't care, woman
if you don't love me you don't care, woman
Oh woman

till then, toodles Bloggys! Merry Christmas :)
PS: Cmon lah! I want the Paramore concert tix fast!

Finally, an answer

2009-12-24T10:25:00.003+08:00

Hello Bloggys!

Woke up one hour later than usual -.- Anyways, I got hours before work. As promised, I will blog something.

So many things happened in such short period of time. It was all due to me. I was rushing through everything. I was being too rushing, that I didnt take time to see whats up front. Its like you are running so fast and suddenly you hit someone who just came out from an alley. But the rush stopped. Im grateful that it stopped. I wasnt being myself the whole of yesterday. Even in work, I had a hard time sealing away the feelings. I just needed to clear my doubts. And I did. I asked the questions that are in me and slowly, the pain gone away. There are still some traces of the pain in me. But I need to accept it. I make it come to this - call me dumb.

I finally found the answer to the pain that I had yesterday. The question popped out when I was just about to close my eyes. So, I quickly text-ed her. So now, the chalk is in my hand. My doubts and questions have found the answer and to where I should draw the line. But I really dont want that. I mean, to find someone so special and unique, its hard. In my world. Can the lines overlap? I guess not. Its impossible. That would only bring chaos. oh my~
I really dont want the line to drawn there. At the same time, I dont want to be the naive, pathetic one. So all Im left is with this chalk and the decision to draw the line.

Till the next post. Or tonight? I dont know. Sayonara.

PS: OI! Siti! biler nak beli tix -.-

2009-12-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

Tmr I blog can? sorry guys.

I lost

2009-12-23T10:52:00.004+08:00

I had a bad dream yesterday. But I guess the dream came to reality. And its already happening. I guess, Im not cut out for it.

I was being in patient, I admit. To say the right things at the right moments, To make the right moves at the moment. I really cant judge that. This lost was of my own. Not hers. Gosh, how dumb can I be. Should I beg for forgiveness? I think not. This is the part where you guys can say to me, "what done is done". But even so. I really want to know where did I really went wrong. The dream was horrifying. I wont say. I feel so shitty. Like I got hit by a Solemn Bell. Its harsh. But it was meant to be, for me.

What went wrong? I couldnt come out with a better answer that I analysed on my own. But this is what I came out with. I was taking things too fast. I didnt think far, like I always used to. To tell you the truth, I really didnt saw this coming. I was confident it wont reach this far. But it did.

If I ask for forgiveness, but its not for me to be forgiven, is it possible? I know this phrase sounds a weird. But I wished it to be like that. I rather not be forgiven. Im not trying to be dramatic here, but its for the best. I analysed it and I say its better this way. But come to think of it, I havent thought of how, by doing this will affect her. I really dont know! fuck. What should I do? Leave it as it is? Then Im a coward. fuck. Someone suggested for me to apologize face to face. I havent meet her. smartass. Ill let time help me. Till it tells me what to do.

How did we get here When I used to know you so well? How did we get here? Well, I think I knowWhy must life just take away Every good thing one at a timeI'm not saying its your fault How could this been done By such a smiling sweetheart.

I called madam Yuana. She didnt mind if I didnt turn up today. Sorry Madam Yuana, I really want to.
Work again. Tomorrow will be the last for the week. pfft.

Before I end this whole post, I want to apologize to the people around. I shall not call this post a sad one. But rather a "reality check".

Till then, if there is, sayonara.

.........

care four

2009-12-23T00:27:00.002+08:00

hello Blog-ians. Im gonna cut short. Baru balik siol.

Work was okay. In fact it was TOO relaxing. nvm lah. But I got to meet awesome ppl. Who went through life...the hard way. But overall, Id like to come back.

HAYLEY DAH BALIK! WOHOO! I MISSED YOU! LOL!

See you on Sunday Hayley!

So sorry Madam Yuana, I cant turn up for tmr's event. unless you wanna wait for me and atep till 12am. LOL. Ill call you tomorrow okay?

Other than that, thats all for today. I leave you guys with the song choice of the day for me :D Since paramore is coming, its Ignorance :D

If I'm a bad person,
You don't like me.
I guess I'll go,
Make my own way.
It's a circle,
A mean cycle.
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.

(Chorus) Don't wanna hear your sad songs.
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
Cause you know we're not the same.
Oh we're not the same,
The friends who stuck together.
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good,
It's good.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.
Ignorance is your new best friend.

This is the best thing that could've happened.
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.
It's not a war.
No, it's not a rapture.
I'm just a person, but you can't take it,
The same tricks that once fooled me.
They won't get you anywhere.
I'm not the same kid from your memory.
Now I can fend for myself.

(Chorus)

You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.

Firefira

2009-12-22T11:01:00.002+08:00

Hello blog-ians! morning!

Today and finally at long last, I got a job. Alhamdulilah (: But its a short time period. But I dont fucking care. Dapat jugak. Today is going to be my first time working in a hypermarket. gosh. Im quite nervous. My shift is from 4-10. fuh. can lah.

Today I will also be spending 108bucks+3bucks on a piece of paper T_T But this paper will bring me to a once in a lifetime moment occasion. Its worth it I guess. But I assure myself that it is going to take days before I can recover from this loss. (gosh that was exaggerating)

Something to highlight about, I created a name of my very own Zanpaktou! awesome right? The name is Firefira. Pronounced in British way, it sounds like fai-fi-ra. I even created the verse to summon it! It goes, "Release the particles of chaos, Firefira!" Nice right? I know. haha.

Ill update My blog again soon. hehe. sayonara~

work at last

2009-12-20T21:48:00.003+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo Blog-ians! -.- haa! no link sia. -----*

Today got nothing to blog about. (again. you suck) Im human, dickhead, life isnt great everyday. (ohh, like that huh?) then what? like this? Ba-ka. (te mae)

Anyways, like I SAID, nothing much to blog. Today just another typical day. seriously. Woke up, wash up, went to the mosque, went back, help dad wash his car, come back go to jp, come back, turn on computer. so thats it. One thing to highlight. Tmr Ill be starting work! at long last T_T Thank you soo much Daniaty! Ill treat one day aite? swenson ke kedai kopi. HAHAHA!

another day. again

2009-12-19T22:46:00.006+08:00

Hello Blog-ians! (:

Today, I got nothing special to share. But there are highlights for today. First up, I got myself a new phone! haha! so happy :D Thanks dad. What model? For you to find out. hee :P
I renewed my passport today. gosh, woke up at 8am. Freshened up, this and that, went out at 10. pfft. Done doing that, I went back home straight.

I spent my whole afternoon chatting with Fira. From 2-6pm, then helped out granny. About the chatting point, we didnt chat like exactly for 4 hrs. Thats crazy. There were pauses in between. Anyways, did that, finished that. Had dinner with mum and dad :) 9pm, I turned on the computer again. Then I came across a new song, for me, from Meg and Dia. They are so~ awesome and HOT! LOL. The song was titled Halloween. Sad story. Meg wrote it. But the song was sang by Dia. I liked the chorus part. Here is the extract of it:

I don't care to try again. They said, "Time will heal, and time will mend,"
But on Halloween, the last time you left
If I knew, you were never coming back,
I would have, Held on to that last day, instead of, "Here's your keys,"
the last thing I'd say would be "I love you."
and Just in case,

"I'm only myself when I'm with you baby."

Well thats that. Anyways, these few days, I have this tingling emotion inside of me. Its like everytime I get this feeling, my heart beats gently. I guess Im loving someone? But Im not sure if Im "ready for it". I dont want to break someone's heart anymore. The last experience was....bad? hah.
But I adore her for who she is; calm, serene, understanding and a very very patient person. I dare say that Im VERY lucky to know her. And Im really grateful for it :D I trust her. Totally.

So thats all for today. hehs. ouh, before I forgot, I finally got a job! haha. amin, alhamdulilah. But I wont be able to talk to her for hours like we usually did :( But Im looking forward to seeing her soon ;D
Till the next post, toodles~

PS: Lily dah balik!!! HAHAHA! :D

Meg and Dia

New Friend

2009-12-17T22:49:00.004+08:00

Hello Blog-ians! RAWR!

Nothing usual today. Just that I went to Jurong Point to take my passport photo and deposit 70 bucks into my account. I need to wait 15mins for my photos to be develop after they took it. That was still fine. Depositing 70bucks into my account sounds easy right? I waited for 30 fucking mins before I got to do that. pfft. -.- I even got to complete 2 missions of Bleach off my PSP. LOL.

After completing those tasks, I went home straight. 2pm. I was all alone at home. GREAT *rolled my eyes . But there was a good thing to that though. I blasted the speakers of my computer. haha! It feels great. Reminds me of the Grad Night's dance floor. Awesome people, awesome songs. *sigh T_T So, I entertained myself by going through Facebook and other webs. Watched a few animes. By 5pm, everyone was back. Most of my family. Had dinner with mom and dad. Then I turned on the computer. hee. I got a promise to fulfill. Anyways, brother isnt back yet. pfft. nvm. So thats all for today. till next entry :D toodles.

Retard-ing Stones

PS: Ouh, and I made a new friend! haha! so happy* lol. I shall not reveal much. Her name is Fira. She is funny lah! haha. AND AWESOME TOO!

PPS: RAWR means "I love you" in dinosaur. lol!

RAWR

2009-12-17T00:01:00.005+08:00

Aloha Blog-ians! RAWR!

Today is quite "activity-ful". (you can actually just say that "today, there were a lot of activities going on...) Fine.

Today, there were a lot of activities going on than usual day. Anyways, its not that A LOT. (whatever man -.-) I spent most of the hours of today by playing DOTA with my old friend, Amaran. hah! Just when I thought he was the first person, who I had in mind, to get a job. End up he was not working. LOL. So we played a few rounds of games. It lasted from 1pm to 6pm. There WERE pauses in between the game. Im not that much of game freak.

Anyways, that burnt most of my time *yeay! Had dinner with dad and mum. hee :) Then I watched a few animes after 830pm. I wanted to finish my Bleach series. But there were some problems with the new episodes. WTF. So I kept jumping to other animes. I even re-watched the animes that I have already completed. Half way through I was bored. So I hopped to Facebook. Played the games there. AGAIN, someone took over my 1st placing at Bejeweled T_T But I was too lazy to play properly to win back the position. (if you were capable of it just say it. pfft.) Can you like shut up for once? smarty-pants who dont even know whats in one's heart. ass.

Anyways, as I was clicking my mouse on facebook with no purpose, intentions or direction, Hayley text-ed me! *YEAY! lol. She invited me to a visiting occassion. hah! I was happy that mum and dad were agreed to accept the invitation. AWEsome lah. Even though my folks and her folks have not yet met. Never before. hee :D cant wait.

Ouh, and Im still awaiting for the jobs that I went for interview. Please call me lah! I want to work! T_T

So thats about it for today. But there is one thing I wanna highlight. Im not trying to be "kurang-ajar" here but its something I want to say out. Its about Facebook. Someone once told me this, "Well, many people have invited me to join Facebook. But for me, Facebook are for noobs." But guess what, the person made an account. To me, this is FUNNY! When I first saw the account, I laughed. I could not believed it. But its true. haha! so there. Thats all for today.

Till then. RAWR Hayley. RAWR Paramore. RAWR you people :D

Barbie and The Shamilah

2009-12-14T23:18:00.010+08:00

Hello Blog-ians :))
Well, today I went for a job hunt...AGAIN. Ass betul. Especially Fish & Co. I and Atep went for the interview. It went well. The guy, Justin, who interviewed us, even assigned to us to our "designated" workplace. End up, we didnt even got a call from them. FUCK.

SO, I met up with Latif today at 1030. When he arrived, we tapped out from the station to buy ourselves some sweet. Then tapped in again and trained to City Hall. We went to the Toys R Us interview first. Found out it was a ONE DAY JOB. But we dont care. As long we get money transferred to our pockets ;) So we stood there; awaiting our turn for like one and the half hour.

Manager: So, this is a one day job. You guys will start work at 6th of January.
Atep/Me: yeah, okay sure.
M: The pay will be 5/hr. And you will be paid by cash.
A/Me: Yeah, okay.
M: You will undergo a training first at these dates before start of work. You will also be paid.
A/Me: Yeah, can.
M: Do you guys have curfews?
A/Me: O_O" Nope. M: So, anything Ill give you guys a call.
A/Me: yeah, sure. Thanks.
(the converseation is cut short. Aku malas lah nak write actual.)

So we walked off and headed to the toilet. Bro "needs to go". We then took a sweet before lunch. After that we walked to City Link (i think) for the Robinsons interview. As we walked to the venue, we a performance on Barbie. The interview turned out to be a fast one. There WERE A LOT of us teens applying. The interview only required 4 answers. WTF. Finished the interview, we went out. As we exited, we saw Barbie! OMG! She was GORGEOUS! So we quickly went to the stage area and shot photos of her. At first, we thought the Barbie was going to be some chinese-lady-wannabe-a-Caucasian. End up, it was the REAL DEAL. Atep took the shots. I just stood and watch; amazed by her appearance. *WOW

After doing all that, we trained to VIVO. Atep was still talking about Barbie. LOL! Reached there, we all went to the rooftop. Coincidentally, we saw a really-same-looking Shamilah. ARRGGHHH!! :D SO HAPPY LAH. It was not Shamilah, Shamilah. She looked really similar to Shamilah. FROM ALL ANGLES. Im not faking this. The way she laughed, move and appear - ITS THE SAME AS SHAMILAH! *SO HAPPY LAH. So I forced Atep to take some shots of her! LOL! Then I started to talk about Shamilah. HAHAHAHA!

Some small kid came to us. A girl, around 1 years old. We decided to call her baby bollywood o_o Was so amazed at Atep's camera. She kept coming to us. lol. Cute.

545pm. We got nothing else to do. So we bused ourselves home. What a day. A GORGEOUS one. haha.

Atep's Barbie <3

Faisal's Shamilah :)))))))

Baby's Bollywood

Paramore Coming!

2009-12-12T20:20:00.003+08:00

OH...MY...GOD!

PARAMORE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!

At long last, the wait is finally over~! Power lah sia! Im so~ gonna attend to their concert! :DDDDD
I just cant wait for it. Ill get the best tix for the show AND Im gonna come there 3 hours earlier! For SURE! This is so fucking AWEsome!!! Im so hyped up right now! XD I have been (seriously) dreaming that Paramore will come to Singapore. And it came true. How sweet is that! ARGGHH~! so cant wait!

PARAMORE

2009-12-12T19:56:00.005+08:00

Hey my blog-ians!

So, today did rather nothing. I check up on the newspaper adds for job vacancies. Monday will be another job-hunting day. But that all depends on tomorrow. If I got the call from Fish And Co. saying that Im in for the job, then I wont really need the job hunt. Right? @_@
Please let me get this job T_T

Lily has gone for her holidays since yesterday. Enjoy lah kawan ku~! Lily is so~ kawaii. haha. random.

I just keep on checking on facebook and tagged and blogs. If not ill be playing my PSP. gosh. I REALLY need to go do something. -.-

Sick lah seh

2009-12-08T12:50:00.005+08:00

Aloha Blog-ians! IM SICK T_T

Well, yesterday I went job hunting. It turned out okay just that I got sick! -.-
We managed to grab spots at 3 particular job. Only left for us to await their call o_o

Im feeling better now I guess. Just that the stupid flam wont come out -.- *grr

Today short post can? haha. Ill see what else I can blog later (yeah, right. later end up never blog anything. pfft) What if I did? (then good lah~) _|_ -.-

OUTINGS and FUN

2009-12-05T13:14:00.003+08:00

Hello Blog-ians!

haha! This time I got something to blog! At least I wont be talking to myself this time. LOL. So there are 2 events that happened.

3rd Dec
I was at home doing nothing. As usual eat,sleep,game,anime,shit. But then, my sister called me, asked me if I would like to watch a movie. For me, this is quite-abit-unusual for me. hah! Its because we rarely go out together. Anyways, she treated me to the newly released (on that day) movie, New Moon. We got the 7.10 timeslot and good seats. So, I waited "eagerly" for my sister to come back from work.
The movie was good :D Better than what I predicted it to be. Its WAY~ better than Twilight. Those who havent watched it, I suggest you guys should ;)

4th Dec
I was suppose to watch New Moon on this day. But I rather not. One reason is that I already watched it and the other is that I got no more money to spend. So I was free all day. Later on, I got a call from my bro. He asked if I wanna tag along with him and Beylo and Adnan (LOL!) to chill and walk around at Henderson Bridge. I went for my prayers and met them 2pm at Shikin's blk. I was expected to be the last of the 4 to arrive, but turns out I was early. Latep was there early. So we started to entertain ourselves by doing some file transfers. approximately 20mins later, Manan came. Even he, from Chua Chu Kang can reached even earlier than Shikin. WTF. We all took sweets then entertain ourselves by playing PSP. Bleach and PES 2010 were the games of the day. After like 5 rounds of gameplay, Shikin finally made her way down to us [3.30pm] (finally). Ate some snacks then Bused our way to the Interchange and trained to J.E and bused to Hort Part. Each of us took a sweet then walked and Camwhored :D
The Hort Park turned out to be quite okay for me. The Flora and Fauna there were most beautiful. We all then make our way to Henderson Wave via Jungle Trail and another trail. We were so hyped up to go to the Henderson Wave. As we all walked on the bridge of the Jungle Trail, our hyped turned to silence as we all looked down pass the bridge that we are standing O_O" It was effing high! Then all start to mulot cabul.
Walk, take picture, Walk, take picture, Walk, take picture, took sweet..........
Finally we reached at the Henderson Wave. Found a spot and start to munch on our tiny snacks. LOL. We all awaited for the sunset. Camwhored again :D
As we exited the bridge and headed to Harbourfront for our dinner, we all took a sweet.
Joke a lot! and picturing.
We all were at the brink of pokai, so all of us took out our money and shared to buy our dinner. After dinner, we all took another sweet then bused back home.

So thats what happened to me for the last 2 days. oh, and Noona messaged me! at last. haha. But that was like monday? I think. So yeah, I hope she is alright and happy always. Other than that......I kind of wondering where is Hayley? Hope she is doing fine ;) Im looking forward to get a job by next week. So thats all Blog-ians :D
And one more thing, the pictures of the 4th Dec shall be uploaded soon.

2009-12-01T14:06:00.002+08:00

Hello Blog-ians!

Well, lately I got nothing to Blog. (Dont lie, there must be something to Blog). I dont. Even if I have, its nothing special. These past few days is so~ boring. (yeah, right). Im dead serious. Fine, Ill blog something out. Just to save myself from being weird; talking to myself. :O

This is what I wanna Blog. I have been slacking at home. Normal routine: Eat, Shit, Game, Anime, Sleep. How FANTASTIC is that? :D . Pffft -.-
There is one thing that almost flared me up. Someone has been spying on me. Its Fucking Ridiculous. All I know, someone has been her "surveillance camera". FUCK CB! :@ Even my parents doesnt do this.

Here's what she said. Exactly copied from the text msg she sent me.
"Ya rite...i noe every st0ry of ur life till n0w, i still care 0f u..."

Then I asked her,
"What?! That means you have been spying on me? -.-"

She replies back ,
"Where ever u go, i will be always there to l0ok 0n u..it not easy 4 me to f0rget b0ut u."

From there I blasted. I was so darn angry. Its like in your peaceful life, doing your own thing, out of a sudden, someone is spying on you. O_O
Fuck it.

Well, I just have to say that, "Girl, you can care about me all you want. I dont mind. BUT STOP FUCKING-SPYING ON MY LIFE. WHEN YOU SAY YOU KNOW EVERY STORY OF MY LIFE, ITS F-U-C-K-I-N-G WRONG! From my view it means you have been INVADING MY PERSONAL SPACE. Get the picture? ass.
Ko bilang aku, macam mane orang tak marah kalau situasi dah mcm gini?

So thats what happen :D I guess thats all to be blog-ed for now. bye bye!

SKIN

2009-11-29T00:47:00.001+08:00

I SOMEHOW FIND MY BLOGSKIN PLAIN

New Post

2009-11-28T22:40:00.004+08:00

Hello Beylos! LOL. Well, I have been anime-ing ever since after grad night. So bored lah. I want to work but I cant make up my mind on what type of job to work -_-
I need money REAL bad. A lot of things to buy (obviously, duh~?). And New Moon is coming in a few more days. SO~ must watch! But money is NEEDED T_T
Well, Faizul has been generous as in to invite me to work with him. I still dont know if I should apply. I guess, Ill reconsider it.

Other than that i got nothing else to say. LOL. But there is one thing.....Hayley, you are AWESOME! Can you be anymore awesome-r? HAHA.

Hayley~ :D

GRADUATION NIGHT

2009-11-24T09:28:00.005+08:00

23rd November 2009

WOOOHOOOOOO!!!
It was the best night of my life, I dare say. It was superb, awesome, incredible, mind-belasting! Though some....okay, one part of grad nite was KINDOF boring.

GRADUATION NIGHT

Supposed to meet my performing crew at 3 but I was late. In addition, I havent even ironed my clothes at that time. They all decided to wait for me (thanks guys! sorry lah~). So I quickly gather my stuff and bag and accessories and left home by 315. So met up with them at the control station. After exchanging greetings, we board the train. I kept silent on the way to Marina Mandrin. I seriously dont know why. I was on my music player. I guess that made me "unable to converse".

Reached the hotel and we all await for my beloved teacher, Elaine Lim Mei Mei, to take us to the ball room. The room was bigger than we expected and the sets were all nice and grand :D We started to rehearse our dance a few minutes later. I wasnt that enthusiastic at the 1st try. Joey and Aizad kept asking me if I was okay. @_@ The other group soon came and started to rehearse. They were good :D Soon, it was our turn again to rehearse. I tried to keep it together. The second rehearse was better than the first, I suppose. We all then changed to our "awesome" attire for the night. Blah blah blah Camwhore Camwhore Camwhore.....

Everyone was seated at the ball room except for kakak. She said she was going to be late. The night started off with FOOD. (65bucks, I shall devour your amount!)
The FOOD IS AWESOME and worth my money :D The Sashimi was OKAY. I didnt quite liked it. Dessert was YUMMY! :D
I ate till I savour all my 65bucks. HEE XP
Entertainment then begins. Im lazy to type out the details. But they were Dont Forget The Lyrics (it was easy), Spot The School Location (SUPER easy), Teacher's Face Puzzle (chicken lah), Performances by Teachers and Students (AWESOME!) and speeches. Overall it was awesome! hmmm...Let me detail the part where I was suppose to perform.

So....I was really nervous. Really. I was afraid it will turned out shitty. But it was fine. Funny thing, I was the 1st to went up the stage. Then the rest of came up. Throughout the performance, I felt stiff. I was shaky at some point. People were taking videos of our performance. I guess they liked it? I dont know. When it was done, I quickly made an exit and back to my table. I was like O_O Really.

So after the the whole performances and games, the DANCEFLOOR WAS FINALLY opened! Dance all the way, shout, jump and screamed! haha.

CAMWHORED! and took the last train home :D

[PICTURES ARE ALL POSTED AT FACEBOOK]

Bad day

2009-11-22T22:17:00.004+08:00

I guess today isnt my day. Well, I got my shoes and tie for grad night. "yeay" i suppose? pfft. But then the rest of the day sucked. I keep thinking and analyzing; thats what I hate about myself. The common question that always pops up to mind is this, "Where did I went wrong?".I always tell people to think of possibilities, but I guess it does not work for me -_- Sometimes I feel like punching myself. I kept thinking of Hayley. Im like,

"dude, stop thinking of her. That aint nice".

If kakak was to read this, she'll go "TOTAL TSKNESS". Gosh...I suck.

Grrr~....

Tomorrow is my Graduation Night. I tested my outfit. Well....I THINK....it suits the theme. I dont know. And I got my stuff to bring. Im way~ to lazy to bring a bag =_= Hope my performance WILL be a smooth and enjoyable. And most of all, my APPEARANCE to be presentable. So, yeah. Thats all I got to brag about.

No comments.

Can It get Worst?

2009-11-19T16:02:00.003+08:00

Its been raining since morning. Well, I still got a dance practice. On the way to the Dance Studio, I met Hayley. Walked with her to school. :) Today's training was hilarious and epic. I mean, we DID practice the steps and improvised it. But when it was already 1015, I went to meet up with Hayley for a while. It was a break for a us (the dancers). So I met up with Hayley and asked a few questions that I really wanted to ask ever since. She replied with no hesitation. Which is good. But I realised the obvious...later on. Then the truth was out. But I wasnt shocked. I knew it was coming. :) So, yeah...I guess its okay. I understand the situation. Ive been through it. .......

Back to the practice again and the rest were like joking and lying around. I joined in the stupidity and jokes to "redeem" my own self. We even did a parody. The video should be uploaded soon. And also some WACKY dance moves. aha! The videos will be available at FACEBOOK. So keep a "click" for it.

yesterday.......... Went out with DZ and Joey to get stuffs for Graduation Night. Bought myself a blazer. The price shot THROUGH my heart and wallet. GOSH! For the first time in my shopping history I bought a clothing for 70bucks T_T Still left with my shoes and tie. pfft. -_-

Lettin it out

2009-11-17T19:21:00.005+08:00

"hold~ me and love~ me
just want touch you for~ a minute
maybe three seconds is enough
for my heart to quit it"

If you guessed it correctly, its a part from the song Lovegame by Lady Gaga. Well, for this post, Im gonna let out how I feel :) (i know, i should have compile with the previous post, but heck it)

Let me just start with, I LOVE YOU HAYLEY! LOL. Seriously. I love Hayley. She is just awe-some! haha. Okay, Ill be serious. Hayley, Im not exaggerating this but you are the type of girl I have been searching ever since. You have most of the what-I-find-in-a-girl and qualities that I want in a girl. I just really hope that we could be together. So, yeah. Thats it. Hee.

"That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa."
- Paramore

Let Me Hear Your Voice
So That I wont Forget The Moments I Spent With You...

2009-11-17T16:07:00.003+08:00

Dedicated To My Dearest Hayley :D

Cancelled

2009-11-16T20:32:00.003+08:00

Lunch with Hayley has been canceled. Well, I guess just not my luck. But its okay.

"If Tomorrow Never Comes Until Its Too Late"

Im being Stupid.

2009-11-16T16:13:00.003+08:00

Today is not such a good day. Went to school for a dance practice and the session was fun! Ive been waiting for a chance to dance. And now I got it! :D But then....

Well, I have been thinking. Why am I kidding myself to believe that I stood a chance. I must be DREAMING. I guess I can only reach till that line of relation. Gosh, Im so STUPID. I was so~ confident that Ill be accepted. Arrghh!. So much for this hope of getting back happiness. Fat chance of me getting that. Thats all I got to say. I dont even know what will happen in the next 15 hours or so. I guess Ill fake everything up. Get over it. This is just plain darn stupid. o_o

A day with Hayley

2009-11-15T18:15:00.004+08:00

What a LOL day out with Hayley :D haha. I was actually bored at home. But Hayley text-ed me and asked me to accompany her to somewhere (i wont tell). So I tagged along :D *so happy . We waited at MacDonalds for her friend to join in. After that we made our way to the supermarket. LOL. After surveying on some stuffs and food, we made our way to the library. gosh, it WAS an awesome Sunday start for me. haha. I just cant wait for this Tuesday. I just hope it goes out well.

People are beginning to ask me "how the hell did I get to meet Hayley?!" LOLKEK. I wont tell. HAHA! Fat chance people.

If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah

COLLIDE THE DRAMA

2009-11-13T22:27:00.004+08:00

Hey hey! :D Awesome people ;)

Today was QUITE fun. Only the start was fun but the ending was like ... .
Anyways, today my school had a production at SP. Its call Kaleidorama [Collide - the - drama].
Suppose to be there by 330 for seating. But arrived an hour earlier. Only the Daiso boys, including me; we were waiting for the rest to come. Wait and wait till the rain even cooled down. LOL (no offence guys). So went inside and saw our form-teacher. haha. talked to her like as if we were REAL friends. I even called her by her name O_O. haha. awesome lah. Then saw the awesome-hot-gorgeous malay dancers. haha. As soon as it was going to be 315, one by one came.

Then we all got seated by 330. Center row. awesome lah ^^ The start was great. Concert band played 2 awesome piece. haha. marvelous. then, skip skip skip, the ELDDS was FUNNY. haha. What a show. LOL. Great job Elaine! ;D
Skip skip, MALAY DANCE :)))))) AWESOME, SPECTACULAR, GREAT, MARVELOUS show! My gag were all psyched up for their performance. haha. When it came, we were HIGH. hahaha. When it was over, we all start to make our way out.
As we were out, I saw Hayley! OMG OMG! I was so happy! She even wore the same dress :D haha. I said "hey Hayley!". She replied. haha. I heard her voice for the 1st time. haha.

My gag then trained to Somerset to watch 2012. But found out the show was fully booked -_-
So people were starting to make calls for other time slots and place. End up, we never got to watch. The only slots left were 1030 show and above O_O So, all didnt want to wait since it was ONLY 630. So next initial plan was to do other stuff. Well, more people start to come and join. Ill be straight, I was pissed off. Sorry, but im being straight. So, I said my goodbyes and left.

IN THE TRAIN. I was all alone. Hungry. So, I text-ed Hayley if she wanted to have dinner with me. But cant. T_T Maybe next time. hehs. So I called her instead :) She "accompanied" me while i was on the train. *Thanks Hayley
Chat and Text....

So, here I am now. On the comp. Called Hayley again just now. hehs. Lunch on Tuesday! :D awesome. cant wait ;) So thats about everything.

People keep mistaking for the Hayley Im referring to. But really it just Hayley Williams :P

Is this Freedom?

2009-11-11T22:53:00.003+08:00

Well hello People :D The war, pain and struggles are finally over. Gosh, have to say that time flew VERY fast. Its almost to Mid November. So, I guess this is freedom? That part I still dont quite confirmed yet. I mean we all are suppose to enjoy our break, yes. But some...No, MOST of us are going to work. Is that their idea of freedom? haha. I dont think so. Dragging yourself in the morning to work; rushing ourselves to work; sacrificing our nights for shifts. haha. I dont know. Okay ill stop for now. (who the hell am I to comment on this?)

Updates.
My PSP have recently been amped up. LOL. But yeah, to a higher CFW. I still dont get the difference. The ONLY difference is that you can play all the new games. Well, other than that I am receiving my Fifa 2010 soon. hehs.
Im starting work soon, I hope. Too. haha. So much for freedom. Where is the vacancy when you need one? -_-
Grad Night is coming. I got like 12 days to buy stuff for the day. ARGHH! Where is the money when you need them? I MUST get them ready. In addition, 3 days before that will be an overnight stay cum gathering at ECP. My god! $_$

Hayley is awesome! gosh! haha. Well, Ill meet her soon. This Friday that is :D I hope I wont be WEIRD and TONGUE TIED when Im facing her. haha. Sweet Hayley :D

Hayley, you are awesome

Paramore

2009-11-09T14:46:00.003+08:00

Annyeong People! :D

How I have been? Well Im good :D
Recently, I just met a fan of Paramore :) haha. She's awesome. But the way we met is kind of "unusual". hehs. ouh, and I got punk'd by my blood brother yesterday. Faking me that Paramore concert was near. I even went to check my "piggy bank" to see if I got enough $ for the show. WTF. But it was fun - getting punk'd like that. hehs.

Well, tomorrow will be my O levels Mother tongue paper. And the day after tomorrow will be my last paper of the whole O levels. *YEAY! haha. But there is one thing Im uncertain of. Most of the other people says that "freedom will be ours!" after Os. But Im not really sure. Most of us will start working. Is that their idea of freedom? haha. I dont think so. Well, you guys can answer this IF you want to. At my chat box that is. hehs. well thats all for now.

INUYASHA

UNGROUPED

2009-11-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

Unintentionally New Gadgets Registered Over Unintentionally Possibilities Ensuring Device

Outsider...

2009-11-04T18:09:00.002+08:00

well hello there :D

lets start with yesterday's night.
I got no paper for yesterday. So, text-ed Adeline to a study night. Learn Physics (fav subject ;D)
study study, then went home at 945. It was weird going back home. Both of us. Guys were staring and whistling to Adeline, duno why. She looked pissed off thou. For me, I got alerted by some gangster ass. But I wont elaborate. Bottom line: We were pissed off.

Today. Physics and Geography. Sucky. Really sucky. Includes my Monday's phase. Chemistry and Social Studies. Both SUCKED. -_-"
Now, Im seriously thinking what my result will look like. Most importantly, will I get my points? Im just seriously scared. But its all over right? Cant do much but pray?

Anyways, I found a new fan of paramore :D haha. cool or what? hehs

Ouh, and i just analysed that i dont belong to ANY group sadly. Sigh* :(

Here's a new song Id like to share.
Koi no Aibou Kokoro no Cupido by ONE OK ROCK
One Ok Rock is japanese rock band. Cool band. I like :D

This is just random. haha. Im Gona miss school

Jennifer's Body

2009-10-31T23:07:00.006+08:00

Well hello people. hehs

Today Im taking too much RISKS. I didnt study for my monday's Os. Im seriously DEAD. I got like 24hrs left to squeeze science and humanities for monday. IM DEAD.

So what I did?

Well, morning, I played my PSP. Then TRIED to study Social Studies. Then in the afternoon, followed dad to sent the spoil fan at Geylang. Then studied again. Till 730pm. I went out to catch a movie with Deena and her peeps. haha. First time Im watching a movie with people I rarely talked to. BUT, it wasnt so bad after all. haha. We were all "on time". LOL. So much for meet up at Mac by 745pm. But Im NOT ANGRY. Just to make it clear. hehs. We bought the Halloween combo, since Amirah really wanted the bucket. haha. So went in and just in time for the movie. Ouhyeah, movie's called Jennifer's Body. Awesome? For me its an OKAY show. I didnt get any climax feeling. hehs. After the movie, met her other friends and headed home. Before that, visited the library to returned a book. So yeah. thats all. hehs.

gosh, I have to admit, they are a bunch of awesome people :D Hope ill hang out with them again sometime. hehs.

"Deena's Body..." - Amirah. LOL!

Phase Break

2009-10-30T00:36:00.003+08:00

Haha! hello my minions! :D

Today's Phase 3 wasnt too bad after all. Well, before i go into phase 3. Ill say about phase 2.

So much for the "its going to be a difficult phase..." . Not entirely, the phase was difficult. Just that it requires deep thinking and common sense. Hah! Im not trying to be over-confident here, but seriously it wasnt that all scary. haha.

Phase 3. Yesterday. 1030hrs, we strike. Intense it was. Being in a cold, soundproofed area, yeah. It was intense. The in-charges were bunch of goofy old dudes. I just dont get them. But nvm. I struggled a bit. My mind wasnt focused. But I got back on track. BUT, we were given 150mins to complete the phase. But I used up only 140mins. hehs. Then I began to wonder off. As soon as I know, the time ended. The phase ended. So, I guess it wasnt so bad. hehs.

At the moment Im just staring into space. I duno what to do. Later on, Ill be rendezvous with my Ol' mate and Long crush. hah. Well, thats all for now. I just feel my life is getting sorrower by day. I hope I will be able to smile, joke and laugh again once this Phase is over. So I guess, thats it. hee. bye2.

REDvenz

So Far...

2009-10-27T21:39:00.004+08:00

The war started yesterday. The war which Im fighting to decide my future, my life. Phase 1 went well. I was not feeling nervous nor anxious. I was rather relaxed. The Phase lasted for approximately 4 hours.

Phase 2, which is today, went quite well. It was kind of easy. Thats what everyone reviewed. But for me, I struggled a little. After regrouping, people gave me a look that Im a complete asshole. I dont know why. But Im kind of stuck between my tasks, so Ill figure it out later. But for what I know, tomorrow will be a difficult one. For 2 hours and 30 mins, Its a lot to manage. Even the Knowledgeable ones advised us that tomorrow's going to be a tough one. But Ill give it my best.

"My Tears Don't Fall. They Crash Around Me."

So much sorrow. So much pain.
Loneliness. Disappointment.
Give me strength. Give me hope.

Shall be updated soon!

2009-10-18T13:29:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl!

Im taking this short time to write a short post about whats happening.

I know i havent been updating my blog for very long now. Reason being, My O level examination are coming. Im taking my relax time off to revise, study and education stuff. So dont worry, Ill update my blog once I pulled off the Os. Wish me luck ppl! I need it. hehs.
Toodles :)

PS: Mixpod is okay now. hehe. feel free to view the 6 songs I put up :D
Love you guys

Afraid...

2009-10-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

Im afraid. Afraid to lose My Lights. Im lost. I dont know what to do now. At my present situation, I dont know if I can take the pressure. Its not about my studies. It never was. I want to get out of this situation as fast as possible. If only things could be just like before. I dont want to lose My Lights. I dont want to lose them....

How did I get here?

2009-09-30T20:27:00.003+08:00

Hello people :) I hope you guys are doing well. Because Im not.

Well, today was not a very good day. I kick start my day with questions in my mind - regarding my life.
The first question was like, "Results are out! yeay!....BUT, how well did I do?". It kept going in my mind for the rest of my school time. One by one, I got back my papers. Well, Ill be straight forward bout it. I failed my Computer Studies and pass my other 5 subjects. I am heartbroken when I got back all my papers. I was not and never cared about being the top student of my class for now. I mean even if I am the highest with my class MSG at 6 (which is not true, just an example), its useless. If you get what I mean. Anyways, I was so darn happy for my Physics. I got 81.5%. yes. 81.5%. Thats an A1! yeay! haha. But when I got back my Chemistry and calculated the total for my Combined Science, I lost my morale COMPLETELY. My Chemistry marks pulled my down, ALOT. I got 54.5 for my Chemistry. If you did your maths, I got 67.##%. OMG! I was emo. I felt like I just trembled over something and fell hard. So thats bout it. Below are the whole Prelim grades. Criticize and comment if you want at Left-Side of my blog or simply leave a comment.

-English: C6
-Mathematics: B4
-Combined Humanities: B4
-Combined Science: B3
-Mother Tongue: B4
-Computer Studies: D7

L1 + B4: 21

Thats about it for educations. Now, the other questions in my head.

"Why life is so cruel and sucks badly?"
"What isit about me that everyone seems to be avoiding me?"
"What I did wrong, so wrong that some people are angry at me?"
"Am I really a bad person?"
"I feel as if Im being banished. Forbidden to have a relationship with my friends?"
"Why is this happening to me? Is this a punishment to me?"
"If this is a punishment for my actions which hurt the people around me?"
"Things arent looking the same for me. I feel like they dont want me to be there..."

Those are the questions which popped out while i was going, at and leaving school. Till now these questions run in my head. Why? I just dont get it. Please do tell me. Please voice out if you hate or dont like something or everything about me. I wont get angry. I promise. But please, I seriously ask, what isit? Tell me what is wrong with me?? Ill appreciate it. I mean atleast I can change myself to be better. Ill try my best. Please. Help me. Thanks.
My heart and mind aches whenever these questions pops out in my mind.

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Differences...

2009-09-26T21:12:00.004+08:00

hi. No mood at the moment. sorry bout that.

Im just confused pver human beings. yes. HUMAN BEINGS. I just dont get some of them, even though Im one of it. I mean - Am I a different SPECIES of human beings? Because for me, some people are getting me confused. For example, a simple question such as, "what do you want from me?". I asked that person in a normal tone and I dont get an answer. I mean, its a normal easy-to-answer question, yet they dont answer me. More of a just-ignore-it. I dont get it. Not that Im demanding the answer. But its like basic courtesy....right? gosh. Im really confused over this. You can call me weird or what ever names you want - so far after reading this. I dont fucking care.

A couple of week is left before I start my O levels paper. Well, I have been trying to study and revise topics. gee, I find my life as a dull one. But I know you guys dont care. So fuck it.
Happenings lately? Well, I came across a news on the Miss Singapore 2009 winner of the pageant. She got a bad issue? From the news, they say that her english sucks - which is true after seeing the video - and she was accused of a credit card fraud. Well good luck to Miss Ris on that. NOT. haha.

Recently I have been playing Warriors Orochi 2 for the PSP console. Not bad. Cool new characters and stages. They even featured a Versus Mode in the game. Means you can choose 3 characters and battle it out with either computer AI or your friends in a Tekken way of style. I give the game a 9/10 mark. :D

I got the whole album songs from Paramore's new album, Brand New Eyes. 11 tracks in all.

Brand New Eyes Cover

NOW. Since its my religion festive season (FYI: Hari Raya), my peeps have organised a whole-day-visit-to-friends-house thing. Now, I dont know wheter I SHOULD GO. Its on Monday and I got till Sunday to decide. Give me opinions? Please? Really. Ill appreciate it.

So thats about it for this post. Bye.

I missed that cycling session.
Where did I go wrong?

The girl on the MRT...

2009-09-23T20:46:00.006+08:00

Annyeong People! :D

hey, long time no post, you thought I mati (die). haha. Ive been busy? lately. But here is what happened.

Im actually in a "short holiday" from school. Untill next week. Reason being is that I dont have any papers to sit for, for this week. But on Monday, I have my last Prelim paper which is Combined Science (physics/chemistry) MCQ. AND its not an easy A-B-C-D-pick. The questions are killer kinds. hee. so wish me luck?
I have been listening to korean songs lately. But not like a whole database of it. Just 6 songs. hee. Its all nice and move-to-the-beat kind of songs. hehs. I love CL of 2ne1 :D

I had my hair cut. Short this time. But! I met and saw a girl on the MRT today. She is beautiful! Hee. I kept looking at her, then tried to smile at her. But, she gave me that serious face everytime I look at her. Her looks are stunning. seriously. She looked kind of like my friend, Aynn. If you guys knew her, then you know how beautiful the girl Im talking about now. Gosh. I kind of miss her. LOL! But seriously, if only I knew her name and number, we would be friends by now. Even after I got off the train, I , seriously, turned back to get eye contact with her, but failed. sigh* haha, jgn marah eh sayang :) I tetap setia ngan you! :D Ill be at your window everytime Bella :) haha.

PS: My flash fetish is a gonner. There are problems to it. so, some songs cant be played or nothing is played. Stupid right? I know. Ill try to figure it out.

The start...

2009-09-15T14:10:00.005+08:00

Annyeong People! lol.

Sorry bout that. I have been listening to Korean songs for the past few days. Not that Im going all "gaga" over Korean....Okay, maybe a bit. teehee. You get the point right? :D

So, about the korean songs...I have been listening to Big Bang and 2ne1 songs. Just 3 songs altogether. But....The songs are awesome! And Im not lying bout this :) (maybe i did it out of curiousity?) lol. Anyways, the people and the song are AWESOME. Nice~ :D and you guys can check it out. Its at the iTouch. Big Bang are COOL! 2ne1 are HOT! haha. I guess, I have to say ALOT of thanks to kakak! :DDD haha.

2ne1

Big Bang

Well, I have been busy lately. Studying I guess? But the Os are coming. Seriously. Today I just had my Humanitites, Geography paper. Not too bad. But Im sure Im gonna dissapoint Ms. Syikin. Sorry cher :( I left one, 8 Marks question, blank. Reason being, I had no time -.-" But I did my best :D Tomorrows gonna be Language Paper 2, which is English, and my Combined Science Paper 3, Chemistry :D Wish me luck people :D Then the exams goes on till next week. AND next week is my religion festive season? or should I say New Year? But I still not getting psyched boutt he celebrations. hehs. But how am I suppose to enjoy when I STILL have an exam to take? GG. But My family has started to do the decorations and stuff. yeah, but thats not the important thing.

Next! Remember what I post about Paramore's Disband? Well....I was kind of OUTDATED. lol. That was a last years news. But doesnt hurt to re-tell right? hee. So, Paramore wasnt exactly going to disband. They were taking time off for a while to sort out their personal problems. No one is perfect right? hehe. So I just hope they get to settle it smoothly :D Ill support you guys all the way!!!
Talking about artist, well I recently heard about he Kanye West embarrassing Taylor Swift. Well, by looking at the video, Kanye West sucks and he is a B***k Dog, ****ing ***hole. Hate you man. Bitch.

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Yeah, I love you too Hayley :D

Well, thats about it. Nothing else. so bye2 :D

Term Holiday

2009-09-10T14:30:00.000+08:00

So what happen these few days?

Its the term holiday. For one week from last Monday. So, Ive been trying to study, been playing DOTA, PSP. Then eat sleep shit.

I never went out during this week, reason being, I got no news or updates. I did got invited once but I couldnt come. But there were many outings recently. But I didnt join my friends. Reason being? Dont ask, I wont repeat. Am I dead or what? -_- GG.

Next week, start of my second half of Prelims. Best. Recently I had Chemistry remedials. We did a so called "test". So much for a test, that everyone was talking and discussing with the teacher around. Overall I felt as if Im in ITE during that day (not to discriminate you ITE people). But the class was in havoc. I wont elaborate. So, I did my test, checked the answers with teacher and guess how much I got? An A2. Not bad. I want to push it up a notch to an A1 :D Ill try hard. If my prelims are quite okay, I can fairly predict my Os results. seriously.

Other than that, I just watched Race To Witch Mountain. Its a movie. I liked it! its nice and very touchful? haha. I still got 14 more movies to watch. Not that I HAVE to watch them, literally. But Im guessing Ill be watching them....ALONE. what to do?
Anyways, thats all for now. Im gonna go study. Toodles.

2009-09-10T14:17:00.001+08:00

Paramore :D

Paramore is best band ever!! :D If you hate them, fuck off from my blog. Hayley Williams is HOT! If only they came to Singapore, Ill be the first to book their tix! haha!

Then as I was surfing the net for Paramore, I came across this web, http://soft.com.sg/forum/music-kopi-tiam/53042-paramore-disband.html , saying that Paramore has DISBAND O.O
NOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Please tell me this aint true. Ill go emo if this is true T.T
darn.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs.
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
Cause you know we're not the same.
Oh we're not the same,
The friends who stuck together.
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good,
It's good.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.
Ignorance is your new best friend.

LOL.

2009-09-03T08:52:00.001+08:00

EAT MY SIZE 20 BOOT SUCKA