Song List
2) Naive by The Kooks, Live at Leeds
3) Dreamer by ONE OK ROCK
4) Im Awesome by The Spouse
5) Tell Me Goodbye by BIGBANG
6) Special by B2ST/BEAST, Live Performance
7) Telephone by Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce
Friday, April 1, 2011
You know what? I just realised something.
1) In all the pictures of classmates, I am RARELY in the shot.
2) I dont hangout with my classmates most of the times.
3) when we all go out, Im usually outcasted.
4) Im last in their list of "bromance"
5) and the list goes on actually. But in summary Im the outcasted one amongst my friends.
I stopped calling close friends "bro/s" or "brother/s" because to me it does not work. Even if in th past or future, I do address the people as "bro/s" its just a joke. It was never real. Back when I was in my secondary school, I may call people that reason being I was still half-foreign to them.
Now that most of us are grown ups, almost everything is shown. I cannot believe it myself. I am not saying that Im such a goody goody good person nor a saint. Only what has been displayed is just pathetic. And NO, this is whole post that I am posting is not grudge nor what ever stupid things people can think of me; oaishfiualgfiaowehgq0t8y21fog012hgnvkladngv apfhalifafbn~~~~!!!!!!! ARGH!
1) In all the pictures of classmates, I am RARELY in the shot.
2) I dont hangout with my classmates most of the times.
3) when we all go out, Im usually outcasted.
4) Im last in their list of "bromance"
5) and the list goes on actually. But in summary Im the outcasted one amongst my friends.
I stopped calling close friends "bro/s" or "brother/s" because to me it does not work. Even if in th past or future, I do address the people as "bro/s" its just a joke. It was never real. Back when I was in my secondary school, I may call people that reason being I was still half-foreign to them.
Now that most of us are grown ups, almost everything is shown. I cannot believe it myself. I am not saying that Im such a goody goody good person nor a saint. Only what has been displayed is just pathetic. And NO, this is whole post that I am posting is not grudge nor what ever stupid things people can think of me; oaishfiualgfiaowehgq0t8y21fog012hgnvkladngv apfhalifafbn~~~~!!!!!!! ARGH!
CUTTING TIES WITH YOU ALL. HARAP KORANG HAPPY KAY? :-)
what we could have been, 9:48:00 PM.
Friday, February 25, 2011
I never thought I would turn to this place again to let out my feelings.
Ive been through a rough week lately. EXAMS. Not to mention the most highlighted subject of all: FRIENDS.
It happened too fast for me to even catch my breath. My bestfriend getting in love with my best-girl-friend. They were to breakup and I didnt saw it coming. Now H is super mad over it. And Im being suspected and accused for this incident. Best part he brought out the past which has nothing to do with me at all. I swear. I was not wrong. Okay, maybe by a milestone I am. But still I didnt do much damage to the extent that I am hindering H from loving S. I treat S a sister. And it has been like 3 years straight already. He should understand. Plus I even told him whatever thoughts S had about him. NOT ALL. But all the surface details. And H can only look at the bad stuff about me. Its normal human reaction. I agree. But I thought we were brothers? Back then though. Now Im on my own. All the other people are listening to him cause he needs aid and stress-relieve for his current state. I dont blame him. But using the history as a bullet to me? Thats not nice. NOT COOL AT ALL. I still respect you H. But if this is where you wanna lead the problem to, I shall leave. After all, friends come and go.
Im only left with my sister; Dale and Shira maybe. I dont know. Im still blurred by all the damage that I have taken. Im trying to be strong here. but its hard. No matter how strong a bullet proof glass is, bullets can still pass through it.
I hope I can get through this well. And friends? gee, i guess I need to find new ones who trust me for real and sees BOTH flaws and good of me.
Ive been through a rough week lately. EXAMS. Not to mention the most highlighted subject of all: FRIENDS.
It happened too fast for me to even catch my breath. My bestfriend getting in love with my best-girl-friend. They were to breakup and I didnt saw it coming. Now H is super mad over it. And Im being suspected and accused for this incident. Best part he brought out the past which has nothing to do with me at all. I swear. I was not wrong. Okay, maybe by a milestone I am. But still I didnt do much damage to the extent that I am hindering H from loving S. I treat S a sister. And it has been like 3 years straight already. He should understand. Plus I even told him whatever thoughts S had about him. NOT ALL. But all the surface details. And H can only look at the bad stuff about me. Its normal human reaction. I agree. But I thought we were brothers? Back then though. Now Im on my own. All the other people are listening to him cause he needs aid and stress-relieve for his current state. I dont blame him. But using the history as a bullet to me? Thats not nice. NOT COOL AT ALL. I still respect you H. But if this is where you wanna lead the problem to, I shall leave. After all, friends come and go.
Im only left with my sister; Dale and Shira maybe. I dont know. Im still blurred by all the damage that I have taken. Im trying to be strong here. but its hard. No matter how strong a bullet proof glass is, bullets can still pass through it.
I hope I can get through this well. And friends? gee, i guess I need to find new ones who trust me for real and sees BOTH flaws and good of me.
what we could have been, 3:18:00 PM.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
If given a wish, Id like to have all Espada's powers - Cero, Cero Oscuras, Grande Cero, Sonido, Garangata, Strongest Hierro, Segunda Etapa Release - and Kidou.
WHY? Cause I feel like blasting Ceros and Kidous right now.
what we could have been, 11:45:00 AM.
How was it? fucked up. The only good part was I get to meet all my friends and my beloved sister.
THE REST WAS " no comments ".
what we could have been, 11:37:00 AM.
