Hello Bloggys! :D

Its coming to the end of the year 2009. Well, I have to say that 2009 has been a rough one. Mugging for O levels like as if the O levels are tomorrow. haha, great moments. "physicians" "chemist" "Paranomore" "gundam" "watching movies in class with nee-san" "dancing in class" "playing chapteh during breaks (lol)" "conflicts" "listening to music during national anthem" "smoking in the toilet" "staying back late in school due to coursework -.-" "fighting with boss for no reason" "calling teachers by their name" "singing in class" "tasting different kinds of cigarettes" and many more. Great moments I have to say. Even the bad ones. I mean I can still remember. Im sure gonna miss school....for the fun and happiness that is. HAHA! But seriously, school is fun.

There were ups and many downs. Hearing stories from people who experienced reality, being the one to tell people of your experience through reality and stuff. But their stories are "life learning". Ahh..I just wanna say that I have gone through life changes. A LOT.

I met a lot of awesome people along the way. Nee-san, Nurul Syifa, for example, she has been a great sister to me :) Arafah Shahirah, Tay Wee Leong, Yip Cheng Hou, Elain Lim, Harbhajan Singh and not forgetting Lim Koh Lim Lian, Lily Yana. haha. Awesome people. They changed my life. For that I am grateful :D Ill be seeing you great people later on this month aite? ;D

I ended off my 2009 by losing my IC (pfft -.-). But I gained some things: I got a lovely new phone :D , Met someone whom I began to love, learned some car-driving skills. hee :D But Im still not happy about me not going to Paramore concert -.-

I look towards a better 365 days. To also be a better person at the same time ;)

Well hello Bloggys! :D

Guess what? I lost my fucking IC. KNNBCCB! Now I got no money to pay for Paramore's concert -.- GG lah destiny. Even my work pay doesnt cut it. pfft. What a great moment to end the year.

Anyways, Shira dah ajak go countdown seh. But i cant go confirm. Dad is already angry with me. Futher more, I got no money. TOTALLY broke O_O
Saturday got soccer! wohoo! But I dont know if I can play. As in play for at least one half. I gained fats, slack and smoke. pfft.

Other than that I got nothing else. I have one wish though. I wish that Singapore schools will sponsor a Kendo CCA or Samurai CCA. I wanna wield a katana. REAL BAD.

PS: Please be mine?

Today dull. Some highlights thou.

Went out with dad and nee-san to check out 52" TV. Awesome lah! Dad's considering one :) Had 2 spring chickens for dinner, bought from Arnold's.

Home: I did nothing. So boring sia. At least my heart wasnt being an ass - pulling down my morale. I dont want to go there ever again. FUCK. Played 2 soccer matches with bro. Now Im here.

What a day lah~
Tomorrow will be visiting Hayley! But mom and dad havent figured out what time to go.
so thats all lah.

Ill end this with a few phrases in mind.

Helluuuu Bloggys! :D Merry Christmas :D I hoped you guys had a great day ;)

Well, mine tured out to be fine :D I spent my very first few hours of Christmas chatting with my loved one (: haha. It was the best start. But she was sick I guess. Hope you get well soon ;)

I spent the rest of the day playing psp. A new game. I tried to get the use of the character I was using. Im okay with it now. Around 8+ I got to MSN and tried to find someone to entertain me. But Hayley entertained me first! lol. I was being bored. I talked crap throughout the conversation. I even repeated stupid stuffs. Right Hayley? ;D LOL. But her system was giving her problems. She logged off. So I got bored and lonely again. Sedih kan? pfft -.-

Since there was nothing else and no one to talk to, I surfed the net. Facebook, tagged, all the common websites. So FUCKING bored. Thus, I decided to blog. I guess today is a short post. grrr~ nvm.

I wish I was at ECP now, tourn-ing with my peeps. Sitting on the breakwater. Doing stupid stuffs, dancing, talk about girls (LOLKEK), singing depressing malay songs and watching the stars. And not to forget, getting hungry together. Good times. But now all berpecah.

Thats all I can think of to blog. (you suck) I got nothing to blog. Besides its dumb and pathetic to tell these ppl I eat sleep shit everyday. (....) Now, you suck.
Forget that Bloggys :) some ppl, just dont think before they talk. Ill leave you guys with a song of the day, from my own music library. I really like the lyrics. Its all to darn awesome. Its from The Kooks. The song title is "You Dont Love Me". Its at my blog's iTouch too. Enjoy.

Hello Bloggys!

Woke up one hour later than usual -.- Anyways, I got hours before work. As promised, I will blog something.

So many things happened in such short period of time. It was all due to me. I was rushing through everything. I was being too rushing, that I didnt take time to see whats up front. Its like you are running so fast and suddenly you hit someone who just came out from an alley. But the rush stopped. Im grateful that it stopped. I wasnt being myself the whole of yesterday. Even in work, I had a hard time sealing away the feelings. I just needed to clear my doubts. And I did. I asked the questions that are in me and slowly, the pain gone away. There are still some traces of the pain in me. But I need to accept it. I make it come to this - call me dumb.

I finally found the answer to the pain that I had yesterday. The question popped out when I was just about to close my eyes. So, I quickly text-ed her. So now, the chalk is in my hand. My doubts and questions have found the answer and to where I should draw the line. But I really dont want that. I mean, to find someone so special and unique, its hard. In my world. Can the lines overlap? I guess not. Its impossible. That would only bring chaos. oh my~
I really dont want the line to drawn there. At the same time, I dont want to be the naive, pathetic one. So all Im left is with this chalk and the decision to draw the line.

Till the next post. Or tonight? I dont know. Sayonara.

PS: OI! Siti! biler nak beli tix -.-

Tmr I blog can? sorry guys.

I had a bad dream yesterday. But I guess the dream came to reality. And its already happening. I guess, Im not cut out for it.

I was being in patient, I admit. To say the right things at the right moments, To make the right moves at the moment. I really cant judge that. This lost was of my own. Not hers. Gosh, how dumb can I be. Should I beg for forgiveness? I think not. This is the part where you guys can say to me, "what done is done". But even so. I really want to know where did I really went wrong. The dream was horrifying. I wont say. I feel so shitty. Like I got hit by a Solemn Bell. Its harsh. But it was meant to be, for me.

What went wrong? I couldnt come out with a better answer that I analysed on my own. But this is what I came out with. I was taking things too fast. I didnt think far, like I always used to. To tell you the truth, I really didnt saw this coming. I was confident it wont reach this far. But it did.

If I ask for forgiveness, but its not for me to be forgiven, is it possible? I know this phrase sounds a weird. But I wished it to be like that. I rather not be forgiven. Im not trying to be dramatic here, but its for the best. I analysed it and I say its better this way. But come to think of it, I havent thought of how, by doing this will affect her. I really dont know! fuck. What should I do? Leave it as it is? Then Im a coward. fuck. Someone suggested for me to apologize face to face. I havent meet her. smartass. Ill let time help me. Till it tells me what to do.

hello Blog-ians. Im gonna cut short. Baru balik siol.

Work was okay. In fact it was TOO relaxing. nvm lah. But I got to meet awesome ppl. Who went through life...the hard way. But overall, Id like to come back.

HAYLEY DAH BALIK! WOHOO! I MISSED YOU! LOL!

See you on Sunday Hayley!

So sorry Madam Yuana, I cant turn up for tmr's event. unless you wanna wait for me and atep till 12am. LOL. Ill call you tomorrow okay?

Other than that, thats all for today. I leave you guys with the song choice of the day for me :D Since paramore is coming, its Ignorance :D

Hello blog-ians! morning!

Today and finally at long last, I got a job. Alhamdulilah (: But its a short time period. But I dont fucking care. Dapat jugak. Today is going to be my first time working in a hypermarket. gosh. Im quite nervous. My shift is from 4-10. fuh. can lah.

Today I will also be spending 108bucks+3bucks on a piece of paper T_T But this paper will bring me to a once in a lifetime moment occasion. Its worth it I guess. But I assure myself that it is going to take days before I can recover from this loss. (gosh that was exaggerating)

Something to highlight about, I created a name of my very own Zanpaktou! awesome right? The name is Firefira. Pronounced in British way, it sounds like fai-fi-ra. I even created the verse to summon it! It goes, "Release the particles of chaos, Firefira!" Nice right? I know. haha.

Ill update My blog again soon. hehe. sayonara~

Annyeonghasaeyo Blog-ians! -.- haa! no link sia. -----*

Today got nothing to blog about. (again. you suck) Im human, dickhead, life isnt great everyday. (ohh, like that huh?) then what? like this? Ba-ka. (te mae)

Anyways, like I SAID, nothing much to blog. Today just another typical day. seriously. Woke up, wash up, went to the mosque, went back, help dad wash his car, come back go to jp, come back, turn on computer. so thats it. One thing to highlight. Tmr Ill be starting work! at long last T_T Thank you soo much Daniaty! Ill treat one day aite? swenson ke kedai kopi. HAHAHA!

Hello Blog-ians! (:

Today, I got nothing special to share. But there are highlights for today. First up, I got myself a new phone! haha! so happy :D Thanks dad. What model? For you to find out. hee :P
I renewed my passport today. gosh, woke up at 8am. Freshened up, this and that, went out at 10. pfft. Done doing that, I went back home straight.

I spent my whole afternoon chatting with Fira. From 2-6pm, then helped out granny. About the chatting point, we didnt chat like exactly for 4 hrs. Thats crazy. There were pauses in between. Anyways, did that, finished that. Had dinner with mum and dad :) 9pm, I turned on the computer again. Then I came across a new song, for me, from Meg and Dia. They are so~ awesome and HOT! LOL. The song was titled Halloween. Sad story. Meg wrote it. But the song was sang by Dia. I liked the chorus part. Here is the extract of it:

Labels: Fira~

Hello Blog-ians! RAWR!

Nothing usual today. Just that I went to Jurong Point to take my passport photo and deposit 70 bucks into my account. I need to wait 15mins for my photos to be develop after they took it. That was still fine. Depositing 70bucks into my account sounds easy right? I waited for 30 fucking mins before I got to do that. pfft. -.- I even got to complete 2 missions of Bleach off my PSP. LOL.

After completing those tasks, I went home straight. 2pm. I was all alone at home. GREAT *rolled my eyes . But there was a good thing to that though. I blasted the speakers of my computer. haha! It feels great. Reminds me of the Grad Night's dance floor. Awesome people, awesome songs. *sigh T_T So, I entertained myself by going through Facebook and other webs. Watched a few animes. By 5pm, everyone was back. Most of my family. Had dinner with mom and dad. Then I turned on the computer. hee. I got a promise to fulfill. Anyways, brother isnt back yet. pfft. nvm. So thats all for today. till next entry :D toodles.


PS: Ouh, and I made a new friend! haha! so happy* lol. I shall not reveal much. Her name is Fira. She is funny lah! haha. AND AWESOME TOO!

PPS: RAWR means "I love you" in dinosaur. lol!

Labels: FIRA

Aloha Blog-ians! RAWR!

Today is quite "activity-ful". (you can actually just say that "today, there were a lot of activities going on...) Fine.

Today, there were a lot of activities going on than usual day. Anyways, its not that A LOT. (whatever man -.-) I spent most of the hours of today by playing DOTA with my old friend, Amaran. hah! Just when I thought he was the first person, who I had in mind, to get a job. End up he was not working. LOL. So we played a few rounds of games. It lasted from 1pm to 6pm. There WERE pauses in between the game. Im not that much of game freak.

Anyways, that burnt most of my time *yeay! Had dinner with dad and mum. hee :) Then I watched a few animes after 830pm. I wanted to finish my Bleach series. But there were some problems with the new episodes. WTF. So I kept jumping to other animes. I even re-watched the animes that I have already completed. Half way through I was bored. So I hopped to Facebook. Played the games there. AGAIN, someone took over my 1st placing at Bejeweled T_T But I was too lazy to play properly to win back the position. (if you were capable of it just say it. pfft.) Can you like shut up for once? smarty-pants who dont even know whats in one's heart. ass.

Anyways, as I was clicking my mouse on facebook with no purpose, intentions or direction, Hayley text-ed me! *YEAY! lol. She invited me to a visiting occassion. hah! I was happy that mum and dad were agreed to accept the invitation. AWEsome lah. Even though my folks and her folks have not yet met. Never before. hee :D cant wait.

Ouh, and Im still awaiting for the jobs that I went for interview. Please call me lah! I want to work! T_T

So thats about it for today. But there is one thing I wanna highlight. Im not trying to be "kurang-ajar" here but its something I want to say out. Its about Facebook. Someone once told me this, "Well, many people have invited me to join Facebook. But for me, Facebook are for noobs." But guess what, the person made an account. To me, this is FUNNY! When I first saw the account, I laughed. I could not believed it. But its true. haha! so there. Thats all for today.

Till then. RAWR Hayley. RAWR Paramore. RAWR you people :D

Hello Blog-ians :))
Well, today I went for a job hunt...AGAIN. Ass betul. Especially Fish & Co. I and Atep went for the interview. It went well. The guy, Justin, who interviewed us, even assigned to us to our "designated" workplace. End up, we didnt even got a call from them. FUCK.

SO, I met up with Latif today at 1030. When he arrived, we tapped out from the station to buy ourselves some sweet. Then tapped in again and trained to City Hall. We went to the Toys R Us interview first. Found out it was a ONE DAY JOB. But we dont care. As long we get money transferred to our pockets ;) So we stood there; awaiting our turn for like one and the half hour.

Manager: So, this is a one day job. You guys will start work at 6th of January.
Atep/Me: yeah, okay sure.
M: The pay will be 5/hr. And you will be paid by cash.
A/Me: Yeah, okay.
M: You will undergo a training first at these dates before start of work. You will also be paid.
A/Me: Yeah, can.
M: Do you guys have curfews?
A/Me: O_O" Nope. M: So, anything Ill give you guys a call.
A/Me: yeah, sure. Thanks.
(the converseation is cut short. Aku malas lah nak write actual.)

So we walked off and headed to the toilet. Bro "needs to go". We then took a sweet before lunch. After that we walked to City Link (i think) for the Robinsons interview. As we walked to the venue, we a performance on Barbie. The interview turned out to be a fast one. There WERE A LOT of us teens applying. The interview only required 4 answers. WTF. Finished the interview, we went out. As we exited, we saw Barbie! OMG! She was GORGEOUS! So we quickly went to the stage area and shot photos of her. At first, we thought the Barbie was going to be some chinese-lady-wannabe-a-Caucasian. End up, it was the REAL DEAL. Atep took the shots. I just stood and watch; amazed by her appearance. *WOW

After doing all that, we trained to VIVO. Atep was still talking about Barbie. LOL! Reached there, we all went to the rooftop. Coincidentally, we saw a really-same-looking Shamilah. ARRGGHHH!! :D SO HAPPY LAH. It was not Shamilah, Shamilah. She looked really similar to Shamilah. FROM ALL ANGLES. Im not faking this. The way she laughed, move and appear - ITS THE SAME AS SHAMILAH! *SO HAPPY LAH. So I forced Atep to take some shots of her! LOL! Then I started to talk about Shamilah. HAHAHAHA!

Some small kid came to us. A girl, around 1 years old. We decided to call her baby bollywood o_o Was so amazed at Atep's camera. She kept coming to us. lol. Cute.

545pm. We got nothing else to do. So we bused ourselves home. What a day. A GORGEOUS one. haha.

Labels: Shamilah~

Aloha Blog-ians! IM SICK T_T

Well, yesterday I went job hunting. It turned out okay just that I got sick! -.-
We managed to grab spots at 3 particular job. Only left for us to await their call o_o

Im feeling better now I guess. Just that the stupid flam wont come out -.- *grr

Today short post can? haha. Ill see what else I can blog later (yeah, right. later end up never blog anything. pfft) What if I did? (then good lah~) _|_ -.-

Hello Blog-ians!

haha! This time I got something to blog! At least I wont be talking to myself this time. LOL. So there are 2 events that happened.

3rd Dec
I was at home doing nothing. As usual eat,sleep,game,anime,shit. But then, my sister called me, asked me if I would like to watch a movie. For me, this is quite-abit-unusual for me. hah! Its because we rarely go out together. Anyways, she treated me to the newly released (on that day) movie, New Moon. We got the 7.10 timeslot and good seats. So, I waited "eagerly" for my sister to come back from work.
The movie was good :D Better than what I predicted it to be. Its WAY~ better than Twilight. Those who havent watched it, I suggest you guys should ;)

4th Dec
I was suppose to watch New Moon on this day. But I rather not. One reason is that I already watched it and the other is that I got no more money to spend. So I was free all day. Later on, I got a call from my bro. He asked if I wanna tag along with him and Beylo and Adnan (LOL!) to chill and walk around at Henderson Bridge. I went for my prayers and met them 2pm at Shikin's blk. I was expected to be the last of the 4 to arrive, but turns out I was early. Latep was there early. So we started to entertain ourselves by doing some file transfers. approximately 20mins later, Manan came. Even he, from Chua Chu Kang can reached even earlier than Shikin. WTF. We all took sweets then entertain ourselves by playing PSP. Bleach and PES 2010 were the games of the day. After like 5 rounds of gameplay, Shikin finally made her way down to us [3.30pm] (finally). Ate some snacks then Bused our way to the Interchange and trained to J.E and bused to Hort Part. Each of us took a sweet then walked and Camwhored :D
The Hort Park turned out to be quite okay for me. The Flora and Fauna there were most beautiful. We all then make our way to Henderson Wave via Jungle Trail and another trail. We were so hyped up to go to the Henderson Wave. As we all walked on the bridge of the Jungle Trail, our hyped turned to silence as we all looked down pass the bridge that we are standing O_O" It was effing high! Then all start to mulot cabul.
Walk, take picture, Walk, take picture, Walk, take picture, took sweet..........
Finally we reached at the Henderson Wave. Found a spot and start to munch on our tiny snacks. LOL. We all awaited for the sunset. Camwhored again :D
As we exited the bridge and headed to Harbourfront for our dinner, we all took a sweet.
Joke a lot! and picturing.
We all were at the brink of pokai, so all of us took out our money and shared to buy our dinner. After dinner, we all took another sweet then bused back home.

So thats what happened to me for the last 2 days. oh, and Noona messaged me! at last. haha. But that was like monday? I think. So yeah, I hope she is alright and happy always. Other than that......I kind of wondering where is Hayley? Hope she is doing fine ;) Im looking forward to get a job by next week. So thats all Blog-ians :D
And one more thing, the pictures of the 4th Dec shall be uploaded soon.

Hello Blog-ians!

Well, lately I got nothing to Blog. (Dont lie, there must be something to Blog). I dont. Even if I have, its nothing special. These past few days is so~ boring. (yeah, right). Im dead serious. Fine, Ill blog something out. Just to save myself from being weird; talking to myself. :O

This is what I wanna Blog. I have been slacking at home. Normal routine: Eat, Shit, Game, Anime, Sleep. How FANTASTIC is that? :D . Pffft -.-
There is one thing that almost flared me up. Someone has been spying on me. Its Fucking Ridiculous. All I know, someone has been her "surveillance camera". FUCK CB! :@ Even my parents doesnt do this.


So thats what happen :D I guess thats all to be blog-ed for now. bye bye!