hey people!

haha. I know this is lame...But i just want to say it out. Lily and I were talking bout birthdays. Then I remembered this year. On the 10th of June. It was Shamilah's birthday. Boy, I was in a rush. I dont want to make the birhtday girl wait for me. So...I was from home. She was in school. I went to bought the chocolates for her. then wait for her outside the school. hahaha. I intended to give ehr the gift there. But I decided not to. So, I followed her to her block. We chat and when we reached her block, I was abit scared that she would not like it. BUT...She liked the gifts. I gave her a 12 bite ferrero roche chocalates and a handmaed card designed and colored by me. :D

haha. thats about it. LOL!

Labels: 6 Years Crush

hello people (:

This week not much of a happening. Just that I got to speak to Lily live! On friday! How cool is that! haha! so happy. LOL. I know its lame. But hey, as long I am happy :D

Then I text my kakak. And asked her bout some stuffs. Then kakak said she will be going to Korea. As in stay there :( gosh...If that day comes, I dont know what Ill be. Kakak has been my source of motivation and support whenever I need it ^o^ She is the best sister that any brother would want to have. Im REALLY going to miss Kakak if that day comes. *sigh Maybe Ill go emo. haha. but seriously.
I guess I have to spend all the time I have with kakak before she goes to Korea ;) ily Kakak~ :D

Then today, I tried to study. okay lah. Id prefer doing questions rather than memorising stuff. haha. seriously. Then went for Terawih prayers. lol. Some uncle was angry jsut because I accidentally nudge into him. WTH. Then went back home, turned on comp and chat with Lily....presently :D hehe. cool or what! haha. Lily Yana.

thats about it. tmr im gonna mug for about 3 hours of maths? Ill try :D Exams is next week. OMG. Faisal, Faisal...

Labels: Lily Yana :D

Today was a "wow". Being Ignored could not get any better :D F*** it. I try to blend in, Im ignored. I kept to myself, people say Im arrogant. F*** it. I didnt commit any wrong mistakes and this is what I get? Im trying to be a better person because I know I was an ASSHOLE before. I did desperate stuff which I thought could solve my problems. But guess what, it gets WORST. So I tried to UNdo my actions. Obviously thats IMPOSSIBLE. Unless Im a God. This is irritating! Trying to be better but I end up getting AND making situations WORST!! ARGGHHH!
So what now? I have been ignored by people around me for 10 years. Nice right? Im NOT even EXAGGERATING. Because its a fact! -_- Why is this happening to me? Why cant you guys tell me what is it with me that you guys Hate or Dislike? Just voice out to me. I wont be angry or go violent. Im trying to change. So please help me? sigh* Even the people I care and love are ignoring me. So what? If I die will you guys create a party to celebrate my loss? Is that it? Is that what you guys want? F***.

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Labels: Ignorance is My New Bestfriend

Annyeongsaeyo people!

Today not much has happened. Kakak didnt attend school. Speaking about school, today is just a another-day-in-school. Anyways, I returned home as early as I could.
I was adding songs to my blog's player, when I came across Paramore's new song. Its called Ignorance...yes..a new song :D How awesome can Paramore be? right? haha! I bet you will love it!!! :D

If not, then....F*** off. Dont even think of criticizing them.

Back to the topic. Paramore is launching their next album this September. Its called Brand New Eyes. I just cant wait for it!!! :D Paramore ROCKS! haha. Hayley is getting prettier and prettier :D hah! I have added the song to my playlist. So do check it out, Arrasso? Ouh, yeah, tomorrow is my English O level Oral o.o I just hope I dont screw up and get off the topic given. Wish me luck people!

Thats all. Toodles.

Labels: Ignorance Is Your New Best Friend

Ola!

Im so~ happy today! Kakak has recovered from her fever :D haha. So happy. I was worried-sick yesterday - wondering if kakak was okay and all. But Kakak texted me in the afternoon and told me she was fine :D hehe. Anyways, today was the start of fasting month. I got to say, I feel its as if like any other day. Im doing fine without food and water for 12 hours. But today is a weekday. So maybe I havent yet feel the hard part, if you know what i mean.

Today, nothing much happened. Only good news of kakak recovering. Other than that, i got tons of tasks to do...okay, I know I was a bit exaggerating on the tasks, but what the heck. So i got like 4 tasks to be completed. Only completed one so far. I know, "What the heck was I doing the whole day?! Only 1 completed?!". Gosh, Im so far off in my work. I need to buck up -_-" sigh*
Now, there is Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children showing on the TV. haha. I watched it like 10 times already. LOL. So, I didnt watched it.

Ouhyea, I wanted to point out to you guys about Kate McGill. You should really check her out :) Her singing is good! She is just starting to climb to fame. So, do support her guys :) If you want. Check out her blog under my Links. Right. So, thats all for today.
Till the next entry, toodles.

Labels: -_-"

Hey people. Kakak is sick :( Kakak wasnt feeling very good at the beginning. I pity my kakak - she is working hard to her exams and she is now sick. Its unfair. Kakak went home right before chemistry. I knew I should have been the one who sent her to the general office. Now Im darn worried and sad and miss my kakak! D: I regret it. It hurts me to see kakak in pain, sick and low in morale. Gosh...I feel uncomfortable. Kakak, get well soon ehk :D adik will see you soon :) Kakak deserve a good rest! Drink lots of water and rest. Next week orals. If kakak need adik nyer help, adik will be here to lend a helping hand :D

Labels: Kakak :D Get well soon

Hey guys :D Its been quite a while since my last entry. Sorry bout that. Ive been busy lately.
So what happen lately? Well, I got an award for long-service to my CCA, which is NCC. I got a BIG trophy, a small trophy and Popular Bookstore voucher worth 50 bucks. I cut my hair short (-_-"). My Gundam is broken. Im broke. Im lacking in my progress toward my big exams. Thats bout that. Easy to say, many shit stuffs happened lately. (just see for yourself, only one of the 4 things that happened lately is good. The rest?) FUCK it.

Okay~ so, yesterday, I went out with my peeps. NOT a big gang. Just 8 of us. We were supposed to meet at Boon Lay ctrl stn by 11am. I cant, as I was all the way at Ang Mo Kio for a hair cut. So, I took a train to Orchard and meet the rest there. Took me only hal an hour to reach. I was early. So, drank and munch on a bread - my breakfast - while waiting for the rest. Played my PSP. Then along came Hizuan, from Pasir Ris. We waited for the rest for like 1hr and 30mins? haha. What a moment. After greeting each other, we make our way to Far East Plaza. Had our lunch, then Husan and Shahidah shopped for flip-flops there. The Guys waited outside. 3 of us puffed, and the other 3? well, talked cock? The girls came back wwith nothing. LOL. Then the guys are still puffing, so me and the girls went to buy Fried Mars Balls. F-R-I-E-D. It was AWESOME. $3.50 only. MUST TRY :D Mouth-watering, scrumcious, delicious, sweet, melts-in-your-mouth, worth-buying dessert. ^o^ Thanks to my sayang, Husna, hahaa :D
Next up, Botanic Gardens. Cam-whored all the way :) Hizuan was high I guess. He kept holding on to Husna. Cam-whored, Cam-whored, Cam-whored. Then off to Vivo~
There, we started to play card games and sing songs, Korean song, Cam-whored and Dinner. Too bad the night wasnt a star-ful one. Relax, enjoyed the breeze and talked till 10pm. We all then headed home. :D
Fendy wanted to catch the show Silent Hill on Channel 5. haha. If only we had a China phone, we could stay up to watch it together. :D

Thats all. :D

Labels: United We Stand

haha. Today was AWESOME lah! :D Lots of laughter and awesomeness happened today.
But the not so~ awesome thing is that my class did'nt get much of "knowledge" today in school. Our teachers have been absent for almost one week. The only "knowledge" that we gained for this week is mostly Combined Science -_-" What the hell is happening??
I mean our final exams are like 33 phases away and teachers are not coming to school? I have so~ much questions and doubts to ask!! F*** lah..

But we all enjoyed ourselves today. haha :D For computer studies - teacher did'nt teach due to Japan visitors coming to our school. So, we were given 2 assignments which were quite easy to complete - all of us in the library. So, we all finished it within half an hour. Then we all sneaked in the computer room in the library. Guess what we did for the next 1 hour? D-O-T-A. HAHA! It was my first time playing it. Its kinda of fun once you get the hang of it :D
For maths, teacher didnt come again. F*** LA!! 1 whole week never study maths. O.O So, I took the initiative to self-study maths by doing past year papers. Next up is English. AGAIN, teacher didnt come. (you guys know what Im gonna say) So, I stopped half way my maths and turned my attention to Kakak revising her HIstory for the CA later on in the afternoon. Talk Talk Talk. Lunch and Humanities Remedial.

Humanities was high la! For the fist time for so many days, I became high. I was laughing and making a nuisance out of myself. Teacher showed a MV on wars and the sad aftermath. We all improvised the song by being the back ups - it was a sad song. HAHA! Laugh Laugh Laugh! Till end of lesson. Then went back to my class to check stuffs and wait for Kakak to go home together. Helped kakak out on her filing. Then went home with Kakak :D
Home, on msn, pray, then Amaran sounded me for L4D. HAHA! legend lah seh the game! So we played a nice clean and explosive game :D We even saw Optimus Prime in game. LOL!
Haha. Awesome day lah!
haha. okay lah guys, I need to gear up myself for the next few hours of night study in school :D so, till the next entry, Toodles!

PS: National day tmr in school! Haha. Its gonna be a small one for my class. :D

Labels: Shine Brighter

Today nothing much happened. School was as per normal. Got the class t-shirt for the upcoming National Day. Only that I got a shot of pain to my head while I was in school. Dont know why. Hurts till now. I hope it is JUST a headache and nothing else. I was ignored in school today, (as predicted) by some people. I wont blame them AND Im fine with that - because Im not gonna freak out and flare up just because of this. That will be so~ Naive of me.

Speaking about Naive; there is a song on that. Its from the Kooks, a british band (correct me if Im wrong). I just knew the song this year.LOL. BUT, this song, to me, its very nice to listen to and very easy to know. I have been playing this song ever since I got it from a friend. The counts for the song in my iTunes is at the moment 250 and counting. Im not doing it on purpose. Its just that I kind of love the song. :D Credits goes to Ms. Fiona for introducing me to this song.
Thats all for today. Till the next entry, toodles :)

PS: The song was featured in the movie, 17 Again. Go check it out.

Labels: 250 and counting.

" The rain never teaches anything, it only continues to fall.
Always, at the same time in the last train, people are being accompanied by their lovers.
The feelings and desires that keep piling are not fading.
Even though time has passed, the clouds won't clear and the tears from the sky
still won't stop falling.

I love you; I call your name repeatedly.
It would have been great if I could continue loving you. I had become a coward.
If you were the flower that blooms,

I have given you too much water such that you wilted; I protected you so much that
I had deprived you of sunlight. I have no idea why, but I miss you
I miss you " ...

adapted by UVERworld, Koishikute ("Desperately missing you")

Something meaningful and soul-ful. :D

Today I got nothing to blog actually. I just want to say something out.
Before I do so, the meaning of His name has many meanings. The meaning of His name is translated and it means EITHER Solution, Finish OR Ending.
From the look on the people's face, the act of one person can hurt or sometimes kill the other. Today I witnessed it. The person may not realise it until the whole scenario was over - after going back, some time alone - the person starts to think back of the scenario. Analyzing every detail of the moment. Then come out with conclusions of the acts that affected the people who was at the scenario. Now, after a series of flashbacks, the idiot soon realised and conclude that He was being a total Asshole. So, now the Asshole is thinking of how to resolve the problem. The Asshole makes sure that the solution will not have any hold backs or cause more problem. Apology? Improvising on Attitude? Ignorance? Let Bygons Be Bygons? Whats the aftermath of this whole act? After one act, there is another. And He thinks that it will go in a chain. A never ending one. But He just hoped that He will be forgiven. By hoping? (fat-chance). So now, He is left with many questions, conclusion and developing a Fear. Two most important person in his life was part of the scenario. 1st Date and Blood Brother.
I wish Him all the best for what He is going to do next.
He is either gonna come out with a Solution (Which I pray for) or He is gonna put an End to this act or He is plain darn Finished.

Labels: It refers to me.