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Song List
1) Getting Over You by David Guetta ft Fergie, LMFAO & Chris Willies
2) Naive by The Kooks, Live at Leeds
3) Dreamer by ONE OK ROCK
4) Im Awesome by The Spouse
5) Tell Me Goodbye by BIGBANG
6) Special by B2ST/BEAST, Live Performance
7) Telephone by Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce


Sunday, November 29, 2009

I SOMEHOW FIND MY BLOGSKIN PLAIN

what we could have been, 12:47:00 AM.
Saturday, November 28, 2009


Hello Beylos! LOL. Well, I have been anime-ing ever since after grad night. So bored lah. I want to work but I cant make up my mind on what type of job to work -_-
I need money REAL bad. A lot of things to buy (obviously, duh~?). And New Moon is coming in a few more days. SO~ must watch! But money is NEEDED T_T
Well, Faizul has been generous as in to invite me to work with him. I still dont know if I should apply. I guess, Ill reconsider it.

Other than that i got nothing else to say. LOL. But there is one thing.....Hayley, you are AWESOME! Can you be anymore awesome-r? HAHA.

Hayley~ :D

what we could have been, 10:40:00 PM.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009

23rd November 2009

WOOOHOOOOOO!!!
It was the best night of my life, I dare say. It was superb, awesome, incredible, mind-belasting! Though some....okay, one part of grad nite was KINDOF boring.

GRADUATION NIGHT

Supposed to meet my performing crew at 3 but I was late. In addition, I havent even ironed my clothes at that time. They all decided to wait for me (thanks guys! sorry lah~). So I quickly gather my stuff and bag and accessories and left home by 315. So met up with them at the control station. After exchanging greetings, we board the train. I kept silent on the way to Marina Mandrin. I seriously dont know why. I was on my music player. I guess that made me "unable to converse".

Reached the hotel and we all await for my beloved teacher, Elaine Lim Mei Mei, to take us to the ball room. The room was bigger than we expected and the sets were all nice and grand :D We started to rehearse our dance a few minutes later. I wasnt that enthusiastic at the 1st try. Joey and Aizad kept asking me if I was okay. @_@ The other group soon came and started to rehearse. They were good :D Soon, it was our turn again to rehearse. I tried to keep it together. The second rehearse was better than the first, I suppose. We all then changed to our "awesome" attire for the night. Blah blah blah Camwhore Camwhore Camwhore.....

Everyone was seated at the ball room except for kakak. She said she was going to be late. The night started off with FOOD. (65bucks, I shall devour your amount!)
The FOOD IS AWESOME and worth my money :D The Sashimi was OKAY. I didnt quite liked it. Dessert was YUMMY! :D
I ate till I savour all my 65bucks. HEE XP
Entertainment then begins. Im lazy to type out the details. But they were Dont Forget The Lyrics (it was easy), Spot The School Location (SUPER easy), Teacher's Face Puzzle (chicken lah), Performances by Teachers and Students (AWESOME!) and speeches. Overall it was awesome! hmmm...Let me detail the part where I was suppose to perform.

So....I was really nervous. Really. I was afraid it will turned out shitty. But it was fine. Funny thing, I was the 1st to went up the stage. Then the rest of came up. Throughout the performance, I felt stiff. I was shaky at some point. People were taking videos of our performance. I guess they liked it? I dont know. When it was done, I quickly made an exit and back to my table. I was like O_O Really.

So after the the whole performances and games, the DANCEFLOOR WAS FINALLY opened! Dance all the way, shout, jump and screamed! haha.

CAMWHORED! and took the last train home :D

[PICTURES ARE ALL POSTED AT FACEBOOK]

what we could have been, 9:28:00 AM.
Sunday, November 22, 2009

I guess today isnt my day. Well, I got my shoes and tie for grad night. "yeay" i suppose? pfft. But then the rest of the day sucked. I keep thinking and analyzing; thats what I hate about myself. The common question that always pops up to mind is this, "Where did I went wrong?".I always tell people to think of possibilities, but I guess it does not work for me -_- Sometimes I feel like punching myself. I kept thinking of Hayley. Im like,
"dude, stop thinking of her. That aint nice".

If kakak was to read this, she'll go "TOTAL TSKNESS". Gosh...I suck.

Grrr~....

Tomorrow is my Graduation Night. I tested my outfit. Well....I THINK....it suits the theme. I dont know. And I got my
stuff to bring. Im way~ to lazy to bring a bag =_= Hope my performance WILL be a smooth and enjoyable. And most of all, my APPEARANCE to be presentable. So, yeah. Thats all I got to brag about.

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what we could have been, 10:17:00 PM.
Thursday, November 19, 2009


Its been raining since morning. Well, I still got a dance practice. On the way to the Dance Studio, I met Hayley. Walked with her to school. :) Today's training was hilarious and epic. I mean, we DID practice the steps and improvised it. But when it was already 1015, I went to meet up with Hayley for a while. It was a break for a us (the dancers). So I met up with Hayley and asked a few questions that I really wanted to ask ever since. She replied with no hesitation. Which is good. But I realised the obvious...later on. Then the truth was out. But I wasnt shocked. I knew it was coming. :) So, yeah...I guess its okay. I understand the situation. Ive been through it. .......

Back to the practice again and the rest were like joking and lying around. I joined in the stupidity and jokes to "redeem" my own self. We even did a parody. The video should be uploaded soon. And also some WACKY dance moves. aha! The videos will be available at FACEBOOK. So keep a "click" for it.

yesterday.......... Went out with DZ and Joey to get stuffs for Graduation Night. Bought myself a blazer. The price shot THROUGH my heart and wallet. GOSH! For the first time in my shopping history I bought a clothing for 70bucks T_T Still left with my shoes and tie. pfft. -_-

what we could have been, 4:02:00 PM.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009

"hold~ me and love~ me
just want touch you for~ a minute
maybe three seconds is enough
for my heart to quit it"


If you guessed it correctly, its a part from the song Lovegame by Lady Gaga. Well, for this post, Im gonna let out how I feel :) (i know, i should have compile with the previous post, but heck it)

Let me just start with, I LOVE YOU HAYLEY! LOL. Seriously. I love Hayley. She is just awe-some! haha. Okay, Ill be serious. Hayley, Im not exaggerating this but you are the type of girl I have been searching ever since. You have most of the what-I-find-in-a-girl and qualities that I want in a girl. I just really hope that we could be together. So, yeah. Thats it. Hee.

"That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa."
- Paramore


Let Me Hear Your Voice
So That I wont Forget The Moments I Spent With You...

what we could have been, 7:21:00 PM.


Dedicated To My Dearest Hayley :D

what we could have been, 4:07:00 PM.
Monday, November 16, 2009

Lunch with Hayley has been canceled. Well, I guess just not my luck. But its okay.




"If Tomorrow Never Comes Until Its Too Late"


what we could have been, 8:32:00 PM.

Today is not such a good day. Went to school for a dance practice and the session was fun! Ive been waiting for a chance to dance. And now I got it! :D But then....

Well, I have been thinking. Why am I kidding myself to believe that I stood a chance. I must be DREAMING. I guess I can only reach till that line of relation. Gosh, Im so STUPID. I was so~ confident that Ill be accepted. Arrghh!. So much for this hope of getting back happiness. Fat chance of me getting that. Thats all I got to say. I dont even know what will happen in the next 15 hours or so. I guess Ill fake everything up. Get over it. This is just plain darn stupid. o_o



what we could have been, 4:13:00 PM.
Sunday, November 15, 2009

What a LOL day out with Hayley :D haha. I was actually bored at home. But Hayley text-ed me and asked me to accompany her to somewhere (i wont tell). So I tagged along :D *so happy . We waited at MacDonalds for her friend to join in. After that we made our way to the supermarket. LOL. After surveying on some stuffs and food, we made our way to the library. gosh, it WAS an awesome Sunday start for me. haha. I just cant wait for this Tuesday. I just hope it goes out well.

People are beginning to ask me "how the hell did I get to meet Hayley?!" LOLKEK. I wont tell. HAHA! Fat chance people.


If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah

what we could have been, 6:15:00 PM.
Friday, November 13, 2009

Hey hey! :D Awesome people ;)

Today was QUITE fun. Only the start was fun but the ending was like ... .
Anyways, today my school had a production at SP. Its call Kaleidorama [Collide - the - drama].
Suppose to be there by 330 for seating. But arrived an hour earlier. Only the Daiso boys, including me; we were waiting for the rest to come. Wait and wait till the rain even cooled down. LOL (no offence guys). So went inside and saw our form-teacher. haha. talked to her like as if we were REAL friends. I even called her by her name O_O. haha. awesome lah. Then saw the awesome-hot-gorgeous malay dancers. haha. As soon as it was going to be 315, one by one came.

Then we all got seated by 330. Center row. awesome lah ^^ The start was great. Concert band played 2 awesome piece. haha. marvelous. then, skip skip skip, the ELDDS was FUNNY. haha. What a show. LOL. Great job Elaine! ;D
Skip skip, MALAY DANCE :)))))) AWESOME, SPECTACULAR, GREAT, MARVELOUS show! My gag were all psyched up for their performance. haha. When it came, we were HIGH. hahaha. When it was over, we all start to make our way out.
As we were out, I saw Hayley! OMG OMG! I was so happy! She even wore the same dress :D haha. I said "hey Hayley!". She replied. haha. I heard her voice for the 1st time. haha.

My gag then trained to Somerset to watch 2012. But found out the show was fully booked -_-

So people were starting to make calls for other time slots and place. End up, we never got to watch. The only slots left were 1030 show and above O_O So, all didnt want to wait since it was ONLY 630. So next initial plan was to do other stuff. Well, more people start to come and join. Ill be straight, I was pissed off. Sorry, but im being straight. So, I said my goodbyes and left.

IN THE TRAIN. I was all alone. Hungry. So, I text-ed Hayley if she wanted to have dinner with me. But cant. T_T Maybe next time. hehs. So I called her instead :) She "accompanied" me while i was on the train. *Thanks Hayley
Chat and Text....

So, here I am now. On the comp. Called Hayley again just now. hehs. Lunch on Tuesday! :D awesome. cant wait ;) So thats about everything.

People keep mistaking for the Hayley Im referring to. But really it just Hayley Williams :P

what we could have been, 10:27:00 PM.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Well hello People :D The war, pain and struggles are finally over. Gosh, have to say that time flew VERY fast. Its almost to Mid November. So, I guess this is freedom? That part I still dont quite confirmed yet. I mean we all are suppose to enjoy our break, yes. But some...No, MOST of us are going to work. Is that their idea of freedom? haha. I dont think so. Dragging yourself in the morning to work; rushing ourselves to work; sacrificing our nights for shifts. haha. I dont know. Okay ill stop for now. (who the hell am I to comment on this?)

Updates.
My PSP have recently been amped up. LOL. But yeah, to a higher CFW. I still dont get the difference. The ONLY difference is that you can play all the new games. Well, other than that I am receiving my Fifa 2010 soon. hehs.
Im starting work soon, I hope. Too. haha. So much for freedom. Where is the vacancy when you need one? -_-
Grad Night is coming. I got like 12 days to buy stuff for the day. ARGHH! Where is the money when you need them? I MUST get them ready. In addition, 3 days before that will be an overnight stay cum gathering at ECP. My god! $_$

Hayley is awesome! gosh! haha. Well, Ill meet her soon. This Friday that is :D I hope I wont be WEIRD and TONGUE TIED when Im facing her. haha. Sweet Hayley :D

Hayley, you are awesome

what we could have been, 10:53:00 PM.
Monday, November 9, 2009

Annyeong People! :D

How I have been? Well Im good :D
Recently, I just met a fan of Paramore :) haha. She's awesome. But the way we met is kind of "unusual". hehs. ouh, and I got punk'd by my blood brother yesterday. Faking me that Paramore concert was near. I even went to check my "piggy bank" to see if I got enough $ for the show. WTF. But it was fun - getting punk'd like that. hehs.

Well, tomorrow will be my O levels Mother tongue paper. And the day after tomorrow will be my last paper of the whole O levels. *YEAY! haha. But there is one thing Im uncertain of. Most of the other people says that "freedom will be ours!" after Os. But Im not really sure. Most of us will start working. Is that their idea of freedom? haha. I dont think so. Well, you guys can answer this IF you want to. At my chat box that is. hehs. well thats all for now.

INUYASHA

what we could have been, 2:46:00 PM.
Friday, November 6, 2009

Unintentionally New Gadgets Registered Over Unintentionally Possibilities Ensuring Device

what we could have been, 11:16:00 PM.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009

well hello there :D

lets start with yesterday's night.
I got no paper for yesterday. So, text-ed Adeline to a study night. Learn Physics (fav subject ;D)
study study, then went home at 945. It was weird going back home. Both of us. Guys were staring and whistling to Adeline, duno why. She looked pissed off thou. For me, I got alerted by some gangster ass. But I wont elaborate. Bottom line: We were pissed off.

Today. Physics and Geography. Sucky. Really sucky. Includes my Monday's phase. Chemistry and Social Studies. Both SUCKED. -_-"
Now, Im seriously thinking what my result will look like. Most importantly, will I get my points? Im just seriously scared. But its all over right? Cant do much but pray?

Anyways, I found a new fan of paramore :D haha. cool or what? hehs

Ouh, and i just analysed that i dont belong to ANY group sadly. Sigh* :(

Here's a new song Id like to share.
Koi no Aibou Kokoro no Cupido by ONE OK ROCK
One Ok Rock is japanese rock band. Cool band. I like :D

This is just random. haha. Im Gona miss school

what we could have been, 6:09:00 PM.

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D.O.B: 18 March 1992
Status: Single. (Im on the search)
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