Today was a "wow". Being Ignored could not get any better :D F*** it. I try to blend in, Im ignored. I kept to myself, people say Im arrogant. F*** it. I didnt commit any wrong mistakes and this is what I get? Im trying to be a better person because I know I was an ASSHOLE before. I did desperate stuff which I thought could solve my problems. But guess what, it gets WORST. So I tried to UNdo my actions. Obviously thats IMPOSSIBLE. Unless Im a God. This is irritating! Trying to be better but I end up getting AND making situations WORST!! ARGGHHH!
So what now? I have been ignored by people around me for 10 years. Nice right? Im NOT even EXAGGERATING. Because its a fact! -_- Why is this happening to me? Why cant you guys tell me what is it with me that you guys Hate or Dislike? Just voice out to me. I wont be angry or go violent. Im trying to change. So please help me? sigh* Even the people I care and love are ignoring me. So what? If I die will you guys create a party to celebrate my loss? Is that it? Is that what you guys want? F***.

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Labels: Ignorance is My New Bestfriend