Wow. I just saw myself. Its really unforgivable. I was being cruel and heartless moreover. I didnt took note of how she felt. But I guess its really no use of me asking for forgiveness from her. Coz it will always come back. I think it was the reason why it happened one year ago. The same reason. Me. It wasnt about we hated each other. It was clearly me. Realising it now. Will it even help things out now? I guess not. I guess...No. I deserve this. Thinking back now, I deserve it. I was the one who let it went this way of the road. I regret this. But I cant turn back time. Its true~ all along. What a waste. i didnt even get to see her. But what just happened, I guess she wont be convinced to see me. hah. Who am I kidding. Way to go me! fuck.